This One is a Coyote Spirit
@yote.bsky.social
A Familiar of Coyote God.
Soul of an ancient coyote spirit; body hand carved by the Galactic Coyote himself.
Soul of an ancient coyote spirit; body hand carved by the Galactic Coyote himself.
I think tiny young Kaz always knew that:
- The world is wonderful
- Absurdism overpowers nihilism
- Smiles can exist in solemn moments
- The world is wonderful
- Absurdism overpowers nihilism
- Smiles can exist in solemn moments
If I have to pick my favorite lyrics, it'd be:
駆け引きの世界で 僕が得たものを
ダスタシュートに投げ込むよ
白地図を広げて 明日を待っていたい
目一杯の助走をつけて あのボーダーラインを飛ぶんだ
風向きを味方につけて 猫背を気にしながら
生きてる証を 時代に打ち付けろ
貧弱な魂で 悪あがきしながら
何度へましたっていいさ 起死回生で毎日がレボリューション
人生はフリースタイル 孤独でも忍耐
笑いたがる人にはキスを
そしていつだって I say yes
I'll be there
駆け引きの世界で 僕が得たものを
ダスタシュートに投げ込むよ
白地図を広げて 明日を待っていたい
目一杯の助走をつけて あのボーダーラインを飛ぶんだ
風向きを味方につけて 猫背を気にしながら
生きてる証を 時代に打ち付けろ
貧弱な魂で 悪あがきしながら
何度へましたっていいさ 起死回生で毎日がレボリューション
人生はフリースタイル 孤独でも忍耐
笑いたがる人にはキスを
そしていつだって I say yes
I'll be there
October 11, 2025 at 9:24 AM
I think tiny young Kaz always knew that:
- The world is wonderful
- Absurdism overpowers nihilism
- Smiles can exist in solemn moments
- The world is wonderful
- Absurdism overpowers nihilism
- Smiles can exist in solemn moments
People who aren't raised in Japan won't quite get how cool it is for a Japanese song to use 魂 and have it be pronounced soul.
October 11, 2025 at 9:17 AM
People who aren't raised in Japan won't quite get how cool it is for a Japanese song to use 魂 and have it be pronounced soul.
If I have to pick my favorite lyrics, it'd be:
駆け引きの世界で 僕が得たものを
ダスタシュートに投げ込むよ
白地図を広げて 明日を待っていたい
目一杯の助走をつけて あのボーダーラインを飛ぶんだ
風向きを味方につけて 猫背を気にしながら
生きてる証を 時代に打ち付けろ
貧弱な魂で 悪あがきしながら
何度へましたっていいさ 起死回生で毎日がレボリューション
人生はフリースタイル 孤独でも忍耐
笑いたがる人にはキスを
そしていつだって I say yes
I'll be there
駆け引きの世界で 僕が得たものを
ダスタシュートに投げ込むよ
白地図を広げて 明日を待っていたい
目一杯の助走をつけて あのボーダーラインを飛ぶんだ
風向きを味方につけて 猫背を気にしながら
生きてる証を 時代に打ち付けろ
貧弱な魂で 悪あがきしながら
何度へましたっていいさ 起死回生で毎日がレボリューション
人生はフリースタイル 孤独でも忍耐
笑いたがる人にはキスを
そしていつだって I say yes
I'll be there
October 11, 2025 at 8:46 AM
If I have to pick my favorite lyrics, it'd be:
駆け引きの世界で 僕が得たものを
ダスタシュートに投げ込むよ
白地図を広げて 明日を待っていたい
目一杯の助走をつけて あのボーダーラインを飛ぶんだ
風向きを味方につけて 猫背を気にしながら
生きてる証を 時代に打ち付けろ
貧弱な魂で 悪あがきしながら
何度へましたっていいさ 起死回生で毎日がレボリューション
人生はフリースタイル 孤独でも忍耐
笑いたがる人にはキスを
そしていつだって I say yes
I'll be there
駆け引きの世界で 僕が得たものを
ダスタシュートに投げ込むよ
白地図を広げて 明日を待っていたい
目一杯の助走をつけて あのボーダーラインを飛ぶんだ
風向きを味方につけて 猫背を気にしながら
生きてる証を 時代に打ち付けろ
貧弱な魂で 悪あがきしながら
何度へましたっていいさ 起死回生で毎日がレボリューション
人生はフリースタイル 孤独でも忍耐
笑いたがる人にはキスを
そしていつだって I say yes
I'll be there
I tossed a bag of wild clover seeds on the bald spots of my lawn, and now they are growing.
it makes me happy.
it makes me happy.
October 9, 2025 at 5:26 AM
I tossed a bag of wild clover seeds on the bald spots of my lawn, and now they are growing.
it makes me happy.
it makes me happy.
the Body Keeps Score is getting better because it’s now talking about how a traumatized person can be helped.
October 7, 2025 at 6:53 PM
the Body Keeps Score is getting better because it’s now talking about how a traumatized person can be helped.
A dark prediction I have is that they’ll start categorizing autistic people so that they can fracture unity the similar way to how they are trying to split trans people from lgbt.
October 5, 2025 at 10:01 PM
A dark prediction I have is that they’ll start categorizing autistic people so that they can fracture unity the similar way to how they are trying to split trans people from lgbt.
How unethical is wasting startup time for interview practice?
September 29, 2025 at 7:08 PM
How unethical is wasting startup time for interview practice?
I like my spirit form.
September 25, 2025 at 10:30 AM
I like my spirit form.
Socializing on the boat helped my mood immensely.
September 21, 2025 at 5:44 PM
Socializing on the boat helped my mood immensely.
I’ll stop spiraling.
Separate emotions from problem solving and survival.
It’s what I have always done in life.
Separate emotions from problem solving and survival.
It’s what I have always done in life.
September 20, 2025 at 6:47 PM
I’ll stop spiraling.
Separate emotions from problem solving and survival.
It’s what I have always done in life.
Separate emotions from problem solving and survival.
It’s what I have always done in life.
I feel bad when I flirt and simp for suitors and I lose interest when they take the head off or I get to know their personality.
Not that they’re unattractive or anything, just that the character is what was driving my dopamine.
Not that they’re unattractive or anything, just that the character is what was driving my dopamine.
September 19, 2025 at 5:36 PM
I feel bad when I flirt and simp for suitors and I lose interest when they take the head off or I get to know their personality.
Not that they’re unattractive or anything, just that the character is what was driving my dopamine.
Not that they’re unattractive or anything, just that the character is what was driving my dopamine.
I should mind my own business.
But just frustrating to see people getting poisoned by their inability to manage online interactions.
But just frustrating to see people getting poisoned by their inability to manage online interactions.
I constantly have to stop myself from tweeting with screenshots about how some furry’s reliance on social media to get validation is literally cooking them into a person that’s impossible to be liked beyond a very superficial level.
September 16, 2025 at 4:35 PM
I should mind my own business.
But just frustrating to see people getting poisoned by their inability to manage online interactions.
But just frustrating to see people getting poisoned by their inability to manage online interactions.
I constantly have to stop myself from tweeting with screenshots about how some furry’s reliance on social media to get validation is literally cooking them into a person that’s impossible to be liked beyond a very superficial level.
September 16, 2025 at 3:56 PM
I constantly have to stop myself from tweeting with screenshots about how some furry’s reliance on social media to get validation is literally cooking them into a person that’s impossible to be liked beyond a very superficial level.
"I should get hotter..."
I say as my work/immigration/financial life is collapsing around me.
I say as my work/immigration/financial life is collapsing around me.
September 2, 2025 at 5:44 AM
"I should get hotter..."
I say as my work/immigration/financial life is collapsing around me.
I say as my work/immigration/financial life is collapsing around me.
I want to dress better again.
I want to get those Burberry type jackets and look like a heartbroken rich boy in Ginza.
I want to get those Burberry type jackets and look like a heartbroken rich boy in Ginza.
August 28, 2025 at 12:59 AM
I want to dress better again.
I want to get those Burberry type jackets and look like a heartbroken rich boy in Ginza.
I want to get those Burberry type jackets and look like a heartbroken rich boy in Ginza.
Couldn't sleep so I was practicing some algorithms.
Surprised to still learn new ones.
Surprised to still learn new ones.
August 14, 2025 at 1:34 PM
Couldn't sleep so I was practicing some algorithms.
Surprised to still learn new ones.
Surprised to still learn new ones.
I want to get even better at hard work.
So much so that from the outside, I look as though I'm doing it all effortlessly.
So much so that from the outside, I look as though I'm doing it all effortlessly.
August 7, 2025 at 11:06 PM
I want to get even better at hard work.
So much so that from the outside, I look as though I'm doing it all effortlessly.
So much so that from the outside, I look as though I'm doing it all effortlessly.
The blessing of knowing that "I can't do this" is a mechanism to prevent one from feeling hurt by the difficulty of achieving, is that I KNOW I can achieve.
The curse is that every door you decide to not enter feels that much more of a wasted potential.
Above is a defence mechanism too, I'm sure.
The curse is that every door you decide to not enter feels that much more of a wasted potential.
Above is a defence mechanism too, I'm sure.
It's so difficult to holistically manage life.
If I focus 5 years of my life just making money, I'd be quite well set and probably can hold a high position at a company.
But then I'd forget how to get good at my hobbies, I'd be behind in personality, and social connection.
If I focus 5 years of my life just making money, I'd be quite well set and probably can hold a high position at a company.
But then I'd forget how to get good at my hobbies, I'd be behind in personality, and social connection.
Something to be said about:
- Kaz is very avoidant and takes paths or feel emotions around avoiding negative feelings/circumstances.
AND
- Kaz is motivated to be better just so that he will be able to make problems go away... and money sure is good at doing that.
- Kaz is very avoidant and takes paths or feel emotions around avoiding negative feelings/circumstances.
AND
- Kaz is motivated to be better just so that he will be able to make problems go away... and money sure is good at doing that.
August 7, 2025 at 4:24 PM
The blessing of knowing that "I can't do this" is a mechanism to prevent one from feeling hurt by the difficulty of achieving, is that I KNOW I can achieve.
The curse is that every door you decide to not enter feels that much more of a wasted potential.
Above is a defence mechanism too, I'm sure.
The curse is that every door you decide to not enter feels that much more of a wasted potential.
Above is a defence mechanism too, I'm sure.
It's so difficult to holistically manage life.
If I focus 5 years of my life just making money, I'd be quite well set and probably can hold a high position at a company.
But then I'd forget how to get good at my hobbies, I'd be behind in personality, and social connection.
If I focus 5 years of my life just making money, I'd be quite well set and probably can hold a high position at a company.
But then I'd forget how to get good at my hobbies, I'd be behind in personality, and social connection.
Something to be said about:
- Kaz is very avoidant and takes paths or feel emotions around avoiding negative feelings/circumstances.
AND
- Kaz is motivated to be better just so that he will be able to make problems go away... and money sure is good at doing that.
- Kaz is very avoidant and takes paths or feel emotions around avoiding negative feelings/circumstances.
AND
- Kaz is motivated to be better just so that he will be able to make problems go away... and money sure is good at doing that.
August 7, 2025 at 4:21 PM
It's so difficult to holistically manage life.
If I focus 5 years of my life just making money, I'd be quite well set and probably can hold a high position at a company.
But then I'd forget how to get good at my hobbies, I'd be behind in personality, and social connection.
If I focus 5 years of my life just making money, I'd be quite well set and probably can hold a high position at a company.
But then I'd forget how to get good at my hobbies, I'd be behind in personality, and social connection.
Recently thinking hard about houses and therefore, their prices.
I make great money, but given that I've only been working in the US for 2 years, I definitely do not have money to just throw at a house.
Hearing the news of all OpenAI engineers getting $1.5 mil bonus over 2 years...
I make great money, but given that I've only been working in the US for 2 years, I definitely do not have money to just throw at a house.
Hearing the news of all OpenAI engineers getting $1.5 mil bonus over 2 years...
August 7, 2025 at 4:17 PM
Recently thinking hard about houses and therefore, their prices.
I make great money, but given that I've only been working in the US for 2 years, I definitely do not have money to just throw at a house.
Hearing the news of all OpenAI engineers getting $1.5 mil bonus over 2 years...
I make great money, but given that I've only been working in the US for 2 years, I definitely do not have money to just throw at a house.
Hearing the news of all OpenAI engineers getting $1.5 mil bonus over 2 years...
I wish I can lock my account. lol
August 7, 2025 at 4:10 PM
I wish I can lock my account. lol
Rebecca Sugar's Time Adventure is how I kind of view the world.
And consequently, I can't NOT cry when I hear this song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr53...
And consequently, I can't NOT cry when I hear this song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr53...
Rebecca Sugar Performs 'Time Adventure' | Adventure Time | Cartoon Network
YouTube video by Cartoon Network
www.youtube.com
June 10, 2025 at 8:24 AM
Rebecca Sugar's Time Adventure is how I kind of view the world.
And consequently, I can't NOT cry when I hear this song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr53...
And consequently, I can't NOT cry when I hear this song.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xr53...
Orange is like a maybe but yellow is a yes.
Most of what people see on the surface is me being pretty exceptional at masking. So well that I didn’t think it was possible for me to be autistic.
Most of what people see on the surface is me being pretty exceptional at masking. So well that I didn’t think it was possible for me to be autistic.
June 6, 2025 at 9:42 PM
Orange is like a maybe but yellow is a yes.
Most of what people see on the surface is me being pretty exceptional at masking. So well that I didn’t think it was possible for me to be autistic.
Most of what people see on the surface is me being pretty exceptional at masking. So well that I didn’t think it was possible for me to be autistic.
I feel like I’m extra watchful for symptoms of autism or alexithymia because when I realized that I was both, so much of my experiences made sense. So I guess I want others to feel the same way if they’re confused about their worldly experiences.
June 6, 2025 at 9:35 PM
I feel like I’m extra watchful for symptoms of autism or alexithymia because when I realized that I was both, so much of my experiences made sense. So I guess I want others to feel the same way if they’re confused about their worldly experiences.
I should use this account just for stream of consciousness thoughts.
June 6, 2025 at 9:32 PM
I should use this account just for stream of consciousness thoughts.