And idk why hut also makes me think im an attention whore when im trying not to be.....just trying to be out there when im back to my own shit again just like before

I think its just me rambling on and on and on, my bad if i wasted anyone's time looking at this, just needed to let it out as well.....not usual but thats how i feel like rn

And just being awake at night and day is why im always tired, and not yawning or anything, just think everything is so damn bright i really havent done anything else, hell nothing will change since my mom and her bf complain on me not getting sleep when i told them i cant

The second thing is well.....me being awake when everyone isnt. Usually up at night and wanting to talk but ik no one will answer. But also its been a habit for a year now, even when i had a job my sleep is just awake in the night with very little sleep (3 hrs btw).

I still try and show support just by liking and commenting, but ik its the bare minimum and i know i wanna do more but just now in that state again of just being absent now.....and yes this has happened before, even before the situation with that one fuckhead a year ago.

Hell i only went to a few friends streams yesterday just say "hope your doing well" without any other comments and do a hydrate redeem. I know there is a few, maybe several people i talked to dont feel like im their friend now and just a follower, if you feel that way, its fine..

Something for, in a way, compensation for a gane that was being hard at work and making sure the dream of KH 4 is still alive after being in silence after so long

Y E A H

Balls

Cute world