ynel
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🇳🇱 🇭🇺 | 21 | Level Designer / 3D Artist / Illustrator
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"Only up from here" said Vince 2 months ago without realizing there's also the option for life to just completely flat line and not improve at all lol
July 30, 2025 at 2:47 PM
"Only up from here" said Vince 2 months ago without realizing there's also the option for life to just completely flat line and not improve at all lol
Ye, already gonna be getting that, more importantly I need a drivers licence, this place is in the middle of nowhere and I can't stay in temporary housing forever.
July 9, 2025 at 1:54 PM
Ye, already gonna be getting that, more importantly I need a drivers licence, this place is in the middle of nowhere and I can't stay in temporary housing forever.
Especially with all the opportunities I got recently. But none of those are worth anything if I don't have money to buy food and have a roof over my head. So having to accept trading in all my progress for that really hurts.
June 16, 2025 at 11:22 PM
Especially with all the opportunities I got recently. But none of those are worth anything if I don't have money to buy food and have a roof over my head. So having to accept trading in all my progress for that really hurts.
I will have to spend 90% of my time in a warehouse, slowly burning away, and go home to work on my own things in the tiny amount of free time I will have left. And somehow, I'm supposed to keep all this jealousy inside?
June 16, 2025 at 11:21 PM
I will have to spend 90% of my time in a warehouse, slowly burning away, and go home to work on my own things in the tiny amount of free time I will have left. And somehow, I'm supposed to keep all this jealousy inside?
Looking at others art just makes me feel empty, like I know what is missing, it just seems so far out of reach.
Guess I'm still young, but the feeling that I don't even get to try, and things getting further and further from me is really hard to swallow.
Guess I'm still young, but the feeling that I don't even get to try, and things getting further and further from me is really hard to swallow.
June 16, 2025 at 11:18 PM
Looking at others art just makes me feel empty, like I know what is missing, it just seems so far out of reach.
Guess I'm still young, but the feeling that I don't even get to try, and things getting further and further from me is really hard to swallow.
Guess I'm still young, but the feeling that I don't even get to try, and things getting further and further from me is really hard to swallow.
I wish I could focus less on others, but when I feel like I haven't moved forward an inch in 2 years, if anything, I feel like I only went backwards, it definitely isn't easy to keep my mind clean
June 13, 2025 at 1:15 PM
I wish I could focus less on others, but when I feel like I haven't moved forward an inch in 2 years, if anything, I feel like I only went backwards, it definitely isn't easy to keep my mind clean
replaying chapter 1 & 2 right now cause I forgot so much, can't wait to experience the new ones but even this brings so much joy to me lol
June 6, 2025 at 10:50 AM
replaying chapter 1 & 2 right now cause I forgot so much, can't wait to experience the new ones but even this brings so much joy to me lol
You bet I will be standing on my feet at the end of this all. And I will be the last person to ever give up, if there's one thing I got it's dedication.
But if I ain't whining and complaining along the way that just wouldn't be me lol
But if I ain't whining and complaining along the way that just wouldn't be me lol
May 28, 2025 at 5:33 AM
You bet I will be standing on my feet at the end of this all. And I will be the last person to ever give up, if there's one thing I got it's dedication.
But if I ain't whining and complaining along the way that just wouldn't be me lol
But if I ain't whining and complaining along the way that just wouldn't be me lol
And it wasn't a dream job either, probably wouldn't have paid well and it was a freelancer thing, but I would take literally anything. I am the least picky person when it comes to work, but when there is literally no opportunity I can take what so ever... what am I to do?
May 28, 2025 at 3:38 AM
And it wasn't a dream job either, probably wouldn't have paid well and it was a freelancer thing, but I would take literally anything. I am the least picky person when it comes to work, but when there is literally no opportunity I can take what so ever... what am I to do?