I got you, I guess this feeling of guilt never goes away fully... It's a good question to ask if this is the comfort zone, or place of security? Security is fantastic, let no shaman tell you to get rid of it :D

You know, when you name it it doesn't really look this towering and you can see it as a feature :)

Maybe if you could name what it is becomes more clear. I admire that you have a stable, grounded in manga style, but uniquely lively and dynamic. Something I struggle a lot. Maybe ho ahead and try, what do you think you lack? It maybe helps you appreciate more what you do :)

Yet I still admire artists coming from manga environment as a role model. And yes, you're one of them :)

We maybe don't know each other too well, but perhaps what I'll say makes you a little bit better :) I've been drawing for almost 25 years and thought that at this stage I'd be perceiving peers by acknowledging the differences in art and nothing more.

Oh man I'm so sorry:(

Sure, pal.

Someone's getting emotional here.