Same. I just do my best and get on with having a good time being a good person. It's always in the back of my mind though. I even tried to start things but it never worked out, never felt really attracted. Fighting, good wishes!

Same. I like sweat app, you can pick different programs and use your own weights at home. Costs a bit but not too bad. I've been on it for 2 years now. Also, definitely eat food and snacks. Feed the body good things. Good luck! Have fun training