And I turned 30 in September and nothing happened. In fact, it was a very enjoyable celebration and now I feel... relieved? I think that's the right word for it. Life just started

I got way too much negative feedback regarding my art over my life and it takes a lot of effort and time to heal. Even with the recent positive feedbacks I find myself struggle to believe I have a place by the table and I am an artist. I love to create and I just can't stop.

This was the second time I participated in this art competition. I fight a lot with myself over this and other similar stuff, because my mind tries to tell me I'm too old and not good enough for these. To fight it, I put the awards on display so I face them every day.

Of course we also made a jack-o'-lantern as always and watched spooky movies and played the Faith: The unholy trinity. Collecting wood in the dark with a flashlight was also adding to the vibes. I can't wait to do something similar again :3

I did it!!! Got both the 100% Steel Soul AND the 100% under 30h achievements at once! I finished in 28h, ayyyyyy :D