It was a really nice day with some good friends.

But why did it have to start so bloody early 👉👈

Very almost fell asleep again (without another alarm set) 😬

Yes but I used to wear lycra shorts with nothing over the top so I've done both extremes.

It also depends on the fit of the tights and the undergarments.

It'll be things like "stayed up to 4am eating crisps" or "felt sad so did an impromptu 30k run" not exciting chaos haha

You know the drones that look like fireworks and make words and shapes? "Everything is fundamentally fine but I would like a modest amount of attention when convenient..."

Too excessive in drone skywriting?

Tldr: I'm a little melancholy tonight so I'm going to buy snacks and charge me some happy online*.

*This isn't a euphemism I'm just buying shit 😅

I used to work in recruitment. The whole system of applications these days is a crapshoot.

(If you want me to keep an eye out for anything from my old contacts feel free to DM me the industry/general location you're looking for 👍)

To be fair I've been spending the last 6 months trying to clear space for a digital piano. As of yesterday I JUST about have the space so it's really not that impulsive - but it has really reminded me how desperate I am to be artsy again.

Trying to focus on the things I've achieved but it's hard when there's one big 'failure' looming over me.

In the summer I took long walks to clear my head when it weighed on me (not a permanent solution but helpful) but that's not as easy in the winter.

Feels a bit 2 steps forward, 1 step back.