VariaBoss is tired of LIFE
@yadonushi.bsky.social
30yr+ Oftentimes has NSFW musings on Life.
Normalcy is overrated. Taking each day to win at life and survive. Thus, Life is a huge lemon.
Normalcy is overrated. Taking each day to win at life and survive. Thus, Life is a huge lemon.
Sometimes, I rather not be awake anymore to feel this heartbreak anymore
November 26, 2025 at 2:08 PM
Sometimes, I rather not be awake anymore to feel this heartbreak anymore
Dunno if I should still go to that dinner where the Dementors cancelled Xmas and didnt want to celebrate but jjst wanted chats instead. What will I focus on if these people havent even talked to me for months now? I dont want to go even if Inpaid for it
November 20, 2025 at 1:51 AM
Dunno if I should still go to that dinner where the Dementors cancelled Xmas and didnt want to celebrate but jjst wanted chats instead. What will I focus on if these people havent even talked to me for months now? I dont want to go even if Inpaid for it
Day 4 of deactivated FB and it’s been freeing
November 10, 2025 at 10:24 AM
Day 4 of deactivated FB and it’s been freeing
So, in case.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
November 4, 2025 at 3:54 PM
So, in case.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
Death is Random. So if I’m not here tomorrow, know that I love whoever loves me.
Such is Life and I need to travel my heart out and forget about them. Move forward but it’s terribly hard.
November 4, 2025 at 3:51 PM
Such is Life and I need to travel my heart out and forget about them. Move forward but it’s terribly hard.
I guess there is 1 or 2 people who mean well and try to catch up or genuinely ask about me and how’s my day. But the other 2 that have stopped. I also stopped reaching out. It’s too painful.
November 4, 2025 at 3:50 PM
I guess there is 1 or 2 people who mean well and try to catch up or genuinely ask about me and how’s my day. But the other 2 that have stopped. I also stopped reaching out. It’s too painful.
I’ve spent months with these Dementors that dont even care to talk to me bc yes, Life happened but not even touching base for at least 1x. I stopped reaching out the first time bc I felt it was one sided but this proved that it’s good that I stopped the effort on keeping it
November 4, 2025 at 3:49 PM
I’ve spent months with these Dementors that dont even care to talk to me bc yes, Life happened but not even touching base for at least 1x. I stopped reaching out the first time bc I felt it was one sided but this proved that it’s good that I stopped the effort on keeping it
Sometimes I ponder if I should come to a dinner where I’d know that I’ll be the outcast bc the people there have cancelled Xmas and I predict that I’m not going to talk as much bc I’d be ignored like how the others have been doing to me. It’s not great for my mental health
November 4, 2025 at 3:48 PM
Sometimes I ponder if I should come to a dinner where I’d know that I’ll be the outcast bc the people there have cancelled Xmas and I predict that I’m not going to talk as much bc I’d be ignored like how the others have been doing to me. It’s not great for my mental health
I will never regret commissioning the Keepcups as it’s also supporting small business and the Ceramic Keepcups came out so gorgeous. Now that realizing how secretly “toxic” those people are. Or the Dementors, I’ll maybe keep the Keepcup to nyself? Or maybe place a sticker over it
October 24, 2025 at 7:00 PM
I will never regret commissioning the Keepcups as it’s also supporting small business and the Ceramic Keepcups came out so gorgeous. Now that realizing how secretly “toxic” those people are. Or the Dementors, I’ll maybe keep the Keepcup to nyself? Or maybe place a sticker over it
I had commissioned custom orders for xmas for the people I usedto hang out with. It all came out so gorgeous. But I had it commissioned way back this September because it takes 6weeks for the pottery lady
October 24, 2025 at 6:58 PM
I had commissioned custom orders for xmas for the people I usedto hang out with. It all came out so gorgeous. But I had it commissioned way back this September because it takes 6weeks for the pottery lady
Lost 5050 to Welt. He’s a Husbando. So okay. But was planning on getting Cerydra for E2 Phainon to make him more Macho together withE2 Sunday, Ruan Mei and HuoHuo. But i guess, Cerydra is a more tyrant Furina that’s why I’d like her but not really use her in Kit. Hmm.
September 18, 2025 at 11:23 AM
Lost 5050 to Welt. He’s a Husbando. So okay. But was planning on getting Cerydra for E2 Phainon to make him more Macho together withE2 Sunday, Ruan Mei and HuoHuo. But i guess, Cerydra is a more tyrant Furina that’s why I’d like her but not really use her in Kit. Hmm.
I feel too much. I guess my Anon accounts are also my venting platform. Write out the hurt until it’s easier to make sense of the pain.
September 17, 2025 at 9:39 PM
I feel too much. I guess my Anon accounts are also my venting platform. Write out the hurt until it’s easier to make sense of the pain.
I’m grieving because once i lose the will. I lose trying to reconnect. I find it hard to make connections but once it’s there, I keep it. I’ll fight for it.
September 17, 2025 at 9:34 PM
I’m grieving because once i lose the will. I lose trying to reconnect. I find it hard to make connections but once it’s there, I keep it. I’ll fight for it.
This Heartbreak is too much. I’m older now. I shouldn’t be too emotional.
September 17, 2025 at 9:32 PM
This Heartbreak is too much. I’m older now. I shouldn’t be too emotional.
I grieved. Grieved coming back to a lonesome Occupation. Grieved that I was made to feel alone again. It was never fully confirmed but it hurts more than formally saying we can’t be friends anymore. I cried. Truly, I thought I recovered by having a break but coming back
September 17, 2025 at 9:31 PM
I grieved. Grieved coming back to a lonesome Occupation. Grieved that I was made to feel alone again. It was never fully confirmed but it hurts more than formally saying we can’t be friends anymore. I cried. Truly, I thought I recovered by having a break but coming back
Just doing errands day for my restock household stuff and getting out once a week habit for me. Had some Bao buns for brunch. And coffee. Restocked my coffee as well
August 28, 2025 at 1:00 AM
Just doing errands day for my restock household stuff and getting out once a week habit for me. Had some Bao buns for brunch. And coffee. Restocked my coffee as well
Work has been testing my resolve to keep going. The extra drama from work Dementors dont help. Ugh
August 22, 2025 at 5:15 PM
Work has been testing my resolve to keep going. The extra drama from work Dementors dont help. Ugh
5 day streak of eating home foods/grocery food instead of Takeaway when mental health is near non-existent and bleak. Problem though is I’ve lost appetite. Nice but also not. This is a level up on the higher tier of Mental Health deterioration. Used to eat my emotions. (╥_╥)
July 7, 2025 at 8:34 PM
5 day streak of eating home foods/grocery food instead of Takeaway when mental health is near non-existent and bleak. Problem though is I’ve lost appetite. Nice but also not. This is a level up on the higher tier of Mental Health deterioration. Used to eat my emotions. (╥_╥)
Life is currently painful but Imm alive still
June 22, 2025 at 5:55 PM
Life is currently painful but Imm alive still
Looking forward to just letting the toxic fade. A major Dementor level peer has left and it made everything lighter. Hopefully the stupid (and ego) also fades away. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
May 5, 2025 at 4:48 PM
Looking forward to just letting the toxic fade. A major Dementor level peer has left and it made everything lighter. Hopefully the stupid (and ego) also fades away. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Aglaea’s sassy (ex) wife came home. 🫶🫶🤣🤣😂 He really pushed me both to Hard pity with him and LC as I had his Ex displayed in my Account profile lololol. 🤣
April 30, 2025 at 5:07 AM
Aglaea’s sassy (ex) wife came home. 🫶🫶🤣🤣😂 He really pushed me both to Hard pity with him and LC as I had his Ex displayed in my Account profile lololol. 🤣
The brushes are still drying and I also dont like to go out without any minimal makeup on. It’s my uhh warpaint. Or kinda a thing for me. Lol. My physical filter to ward against the outside world.
April 27, 2025 at 6:45 AM
The brushes are still drying and I also dont like to go out without any minimal makeup on. It’s my uhh warpaint. Or kinda a thing for me. Lol. My physical filter to ward against the outside world.
Got motivated after postChurch breakfast to manually wash the car than paying an automated car wash to do it. Cleaned the bathroom and did also clean my makeup brushes after that. Then I declined a late movie hangout because I didnt watch the first movie that’s on the cinemas. Still a productive day
April 27, 2025 at 6:43 AM
Got motivated after postChurch breakfast to manually wash the car than paying an automated car wash to do it. Cleaned the bathroom and did also clean my makeup brushes after that. Then I declined a late movie hangout because I didnt watch the first movie that’s on the cinemas. Still a productive day
Sometimes I ponder what could I be in right now if I was still renting and being friends with the Dementor? Will I be okay? Will I meet other people like now? Attend church in person again? I never realized how much toxicity itvhas given these years. What a life lesson
April 2, 2025 at 9:37 PM
Sometimes I ponder what could I be in right now if I was still renting and being friends with the Dementor? Will I be okay? Will I meet other people like now? Attend church in person again? I never realized how much toxicity itvhas given these years. What a life lesson
Mydei came home! And his LC and E1 as well. I did skip Therta and Tribbie though because it was either Therta or Aglaea and I liked Aglaea more lololol. His maxxed level with his Lc too. Yasss. Sorry Castorice, I’m a husbando puller. Imma skip for Anaxa. 🤣
March 19, 2025 at 4:29 AM
Mydei came home! And his LC and E1 as well. I did skip Therta and Tribbie though because it was either Therta or Aglaea and I liked Aglaea more lololol. His maxxed level with his Lc too. Yasss. Sorry Castorice, I’m a husbando puller. Imma skip for Anaxa. 🤣