AND this leads to yet another conclusion that I'd trust my friends with anything BUT talking about how my, well, disability affects me bcs each time it just leads to explaining how im just 'yet to learn' or 'well, everyone sometimes'

and while on the topic, i kinda hate it when some allistics try to explain to me my own brain. 'it takes time', 'everyone is like that sometimes', and usually i nod and shrug, and say 'yeah, maybe you're right', but inside im just telling myself it was wrong idea to voice my struggles out

I also have no idea how to maneuver in this area, and my allistic friends tell me it takes time to learn, but the thing is, im trying to learn navigating every other area of social life and im still lost and confused

aventurine, i don't play about him