+ so I probably will go back to being inactive- at least for tomorrow.. but I was just excited and wanted to share a hobby I love and am doing again.. so-- yeah. :)

Also.. remember.. Spread kindness- not enough of that in the world, still. 💜

+ doing it hurt.. but it was so fucking worth it, I'm telling you. That's one thing I haven't done in a while that I suddenly have a drive to do again- maybe the other shit will start to be easier?

Either way-
Happy Holidays, whatever you celebrate.
I'm celebrating my birthday tomorrow (the 14th)+

+ reason.. I decided 'eh.. fuck it'.. and made some tonight. It's still got give or take 10 minutes on it. But it smells so good- and looks good. I want to do this >at least< once a month, even though it absolutely obliterated my hands tonight.
I was recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia- that's why+

+ my favorite, the way I made it- and my dad's favorite in general. It's why I learned to make it. I wanted to like it, and make something my dad- who was diabetic at the time- could eat with a little less guilt.
I haven't baked banana bread in.. a while- probably a few years or more.. But for some+

+ of it for the holidays- wanted help because my back was never great. Never has been, and checking everything for the holidays sucked, albeit it was only a few years I took over for that bit-. But any other time- if I felt like baking.. I'd just.. do it. Cake, muffins- banana bread because it was +

+ ball of shit for me- for numerous reasons. But I'm leaving it at that. I hope everyone seeing/reading this has a wonderful day or that their day gets better. Off to nowhere land where I forget this website exists for god knows how long all over again.. With added cat tax for your troubles. 💜

+ my apartment looks a little messy the maintenance guy won't give a shit because it looked messier last year and he didn't care." not to mention pain flare-ups being more frequent atm which sucks ass, so cleaning is a challenge- but whatever. I'm just really tired. This year has been a flaming +

+ FYI this is how tired I've gotten- I used to anxiously clean furiously before inspection- the first two years when they started inspections? I even did it a little last year. I'm AuDHD so it sets my nerves aflame when they do this shit. But this year I'm to the point where I'm like 'fuck it- if +

+ apartment on the 26th and the letter doesn't even come close to making it to your hand... until the fucking 19th.
FOURTEEN DAYS. YOU HAD ONE JOB. DATE THE LETTER RIGHT AND GET IT TO TENANTS IN A TIMELY MANNER OR STOP ACTING HIGH AND MIGHTY ABOUT PAPERS YOU WON'T DATE CORRECTLY, DUDE- SERIOUSLY. +

+ them about inspections or visits. If you're gonna be that big of a jackass, at least be honest about it. I prefer an honest jackass to one who literally dates a letter for the 5th of November (I know there's a joke there, I'm not making it- I am dead serious) stating they are inspecting your +

I think the worst part isn't JUST that it's taking that many to prove the point to those who don't believe it- but that 'Part 1' implies they're making more montages for the ones who need -more- proof of what a cock he is. 😐

Man.. seeing this just makes me wanna actually go find those videos that teaches ya to make the homemade soda instead of buying their product- if they put that little care into actually hiring artists to make a real animation & decide using AI is better, I'm not sure I want the product anymore lol

+ Either way, I see I have a few new followers, welcome to my page, and thank you for following :D

I may be sparse in posting at times, but I try to post any art I make- or random thoughts I have when I remember I do have social media. So, you're not here for nothing, I am just quiet sometimes 💜

+ that everyone who could join had/is having fun!

+ realized as much, I put that on my page and stated I'd at least do revenges, but would not be going out of my way to participate.
This year has been hard- emotional rollercoaster to say the least. I finally start drawing more and I can't even get in the headspace to actively join AF.. But I hope +

(And no, not all of the comms I get go the way I plan, but they also don't make me lose enough braincells to think AI art is a good replacement for a real person who still puts care into what I pay for. Outside of that chick who still owes me money for a commission she never did, fuck that bitch.)

+ WHY that may be.

The only common denominator here is you.
You need to learn to advocate for yourself so you get what you want out of the comm, otherwise shut up- that's a piss poor argument.
Thanks for coming to my TED Talk
-A guy with OCs w/ very specific designs who still hasn't resorted to AI.