When I first heard about ReachConf, it sounded almost too on-the-nose for what I care about: a conference for Christian gamers, streamers, cosplayers, and content creators, hosted in a church, built around the gospel, and unapologetically nerdy. Thanks to an absurd amount of generosity from my community, I actually got to go and was able to take SnackGirl with me! This post is my report back to everyone who has invested in digital missions by supporting me.

I want to give a quick update for transparency’s sake. You might’ve noticed that I’ve quietly stepped away from my partnership with Dragon Roast Coffee. This wasn’t due to any drama or disagreement — the folks at Dragon Roast have been absolutely fantastic to work with. They’re kind, generous, and passionate about what they do. I still think their coffee is great!

Merging who God created you to be with who God called you serve,through the content God wants you to create MotherGoose Opens & Introduces Topic Briefly XN STORY: I remember when I first started as a pastor, straight out of seminary, I had no idea what I was doing. And that’s not an exaggeration, I really didn’t. Seminary basically only taught me how to study the Bible and do pastoral counselling – the rest of it, like how to baptize people, how to serve communion, what Board meetings are for, why Roberts rules exist, what a constitution is...

Wow, it’s finally time! We’ve been talking about this for months now and I’m finally packed and ready to get on the plane. Reach is going to be amazing! For those who don’t k ow, ReachConf is meant to celebrate and inspire Christian creators, focused on fun experiences, relational connection, learning, and kingdom impact. I’m heading there as both a speaker and servant.

For those who haven’t been following along, Anita entered a residential treatment program a little over a month ago to work through some serious mental health challenges. It’s been 37 days as of today, and she’s really been getting a lot out of the program—especially the individual counselling. I'm going to keep this update brief and to the point, but I've written more of the story previously.

I’m writing this personal update with those who’ve been walking with me for a while - leadership team, supporters, donors, volunteers, viewers - but a lot of people have discovered me through this crisis. If you’re new here and wondering who I am and what this is all about, check out my Digital Missions Overview (what is a “digital pastor”) and my…

To my donors, friends, prayer partners, subscribers, and the whole of TACO and the XtianNinja FamSquad: Right now Anita is in a highly structured residential setting receiving focused, specialist care. It’s the kind of environment hospital models haven’t been able to provide, and it is giving her a real chance to stabilise with dignity. It's an incredible miracle (and we're very close to our 60 day goal, so…

If you’d rather watch than read, I shared this update in two places: a shorter 17-minute edited video on YouTube (link) and a longer 34-minute version on Twitch (link). Both cover the same heart I’ll share here, but if you prefer to listen, those are ready for you. The Story So Far For four years I’ve split my world in two: life inside and outside of my stream room.

Over the weekend, God provided in ways I can hardly believe. In just three days, we raised over $17,000 of the $27,000 needed for Anita’s treatment. That's nothing short of miraculous. It means we're able to secure her place at Valiant and she moves in tomorrow. An unfortunate surprise came when I was told the final cost for a 30-day stay came to…

You’ve seen my struggles on stream. What you haven’t seen is the hidden battle my wife Anita has been fighting for years. Now her doctors say there’s one chance left for real healing. We need urgent help: https://www.givesendgo.com/GJNMD

Are you a Christian streamer, gamer, artist, podcaster, or online creator who wants to share Jesus through your content—but you’re not sure where to start or how to stay faithful while doing it? TACO Training is for you. From August 9 to October 4, 2025, join us for this completely free, 8-week, virtual course designed to help Christian creators gain clarity, community, and Christ-centered purpose in their content creation.

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A Milestone Worth Celebrating – And You're Invited! Four years of digital ministry – now it’s time to celebrate! On March 16th at 10:00 AM (EST), I’m hosting a Subathon packed with giveaways, challenges, and community-driven rewards. Every gifted sub unlocks new milestones, making this a celebration shaped by you! What’s a Subathon?A special stream where every sub extends the fun and unlocks…

Ministry isn’t just happening in counselling offices and churches anymore—it’s happening live, online, in real time. During one of my livestreams, a viewer came into chat, shaken and angry. They had just witnessed something heartbreaking—a classmate had told their friend to end their life. They had spent 20 minutes trembling in fear and frustration, trying desperately to talk their friend into staying.

This week on Wellness Wednesday, we explored a difficult but important reality: What do we do when things don’t get better? So many people in our digital community are struggling—whether with mental health, relationships, unanswered prayers, or just the weight of life—and they’re looking for real answers. My mission with Wellness Wednesday is to bring practical pastoral care to the digital space, creating a place where we can have honest conversations about faith and hardship.

What is TACO & Why This Discussion Matters TACO (The Alliance for Creative Outreach) is a network dedicated to helping Christian content creators thrive in digital spaces. Whether it’s through streaming, videos, or community-building, our goal is to equip and support creators who want to make a meaningful impact. Part of that mission is staying on top of industry trends so we can help creators adapt without burning out or losing their purpose.

The growing concerns surrounding TikTok—its extensive data collection, its ties to ByteDance in China, and government actions worldwide—have left many creators uncertain about the platform’s future. These developments present unique challenges for creators who use TikTok to connect with their audiences. More importantly, they raise serious questions about how we, as Christians, handle influence, responsibility, and integrity in the digital space.

Burnout. It’s a word we hear often but don’t fully understand until it hits us. For me, this subject is deeply personal. In 2009, I hit a wall—a wall I didn’t even see coming. I was pastoring at a church that could only be described as abusive. Weekly meetings stretched into the early hours of the morning, leaving no time for sleep or recovery.

Romans 8:28 (“And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good...”) speaks not only to the blessings we experience but gives us hope that the difficult parts are under His control too. As I look back on 2024, it's plain to see God guiding every moment—the victories and challenges, joys and trials. I'm sure each of us has experienced our share of both and yet, through your encouragement, faithful support, and prayers, you've helped make this year memorable and gave me incredible opportunities to share God’s love with the world.

Summary In this post, I want to share highlights from a recent conversation I had with the Sunday School at Markham Chinese Alliance Church, hosted by Pastor Nathan Kwan. I was invited to discuss the heart of my ministry: reaching the lost and disenfranchised through digital platforms like Twitch. This post addresses key questions churches and pastors might have about digital missions, inspired by that discussion.