I've come back because I'm worried about coming off badly. I'm just scared of how I'm talking and I'm worried about my other friendships too. I don't talk well and it's worse when I'm upset and things are bad.

I just wanted to try and get on and let yall know I wasn't dead. But I am really unwell right now. All of this took me a long time to write. Again, I don't wish any ill will. I just wish I could have been better, done better. Hope i dont come across poorly. I communicate bad & limit makes it harder.

I'm grateful to my cousin for calling me everyday to try and distract me and streaming a game hes been playing for me to help with and other friends who have my discord that have checked on me. To my mutuals who interact with me here, my hiatus from here will continue for now. it's bad for me here.

For those that also know my ocs & like seeing them either art or gposes. Luci both xiv & wow versions. As well as WoW Val her twin. Are on indefinite hiatus until I feel like I can come back to them. But at this moment. I'm not sure I can ever return to either of them. It's just too painful.

Bc I couldn't log on w/o having an attack (like I am now)I cant log into a lot of my games or listen to some music without having an attack or crying. I know I am at fault though, even if I don't fully understand things. Nor do I know where to improve at. But I'm trying to process

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more galanin.

"indian children's bracelet."
hand-engraved iron.

"the value of sharpness: when it falls"
60 european porcelain tomahawks.