they call it fate but it’s just a rush
and I’m too fucked up to give a fuck

idk why my parents bother trying to get to know things about me. my dad doesn’t like anything I have to say and my mom doesn’t believe me.

I’m annoyed

one of the worst things you can do to me is leave me in the dark

I FIXED IT

I just want to download marvel rivals and play but my computer has decided it’s done connecting to the internet 🖤

I have been in a weird mood the past couple of days and idk how to get out of it

dnf/dni unless I do so first or you will be blocked

had a long and emotional day. went with my grandma and aunt to support them as they paid for my grandpa’s cremation services and picked out an urn. lots of laughs and cries. haven’t eaten so ordered cheese curds and ice cream. the only things I think I can get myself to eat atm

just found out my grandpa died tonight….

got some chinese (black pepper, mandarin and orange chicken with chow mein and rice) for lunch and my day is much better now 🖤

today I feel like a shit friend. it’s so hard to keep up and hang out with everyone when my own life feels like it’s imploding.