I just want to live my goddamn life how I want to is that really so much of an ask? Apparently so when nobody will hire me because I have bad vibes according to hiring managers. Or it’s like a thing in school where people will sense neurodivergence and outcast you before you get diagnosed

Having my stuff taken away from me is sadly nothing new. I was grounded for like 2 years in high school and wasn’t able to use my electronics and that really sparked my issues with me thinking how long it would be before my stuff was taken away from me again

I can’t use my drawing tablet, I can’t use my capture card, I can’t use my Switch, my 2DS and I can’t use my keyboard and mouse. Worst part is I’m an adult and get treated like a child and the only way to not get treated like a child is to hold a job for a few months

What do the employers see that I don’t? What about me do they not like? Will I ever get a job? I don’t know and it pains me whenever I fail an interview. The worst part is pretty much all my stuff is boxed up in the garage and I can’t touch it, and if I do I’m homeless

It seems less of a problem when I get ghosted or I just had a big enough distraction from the problem but I get really upset when thinking about how many interviews I’ve had. I can count them on two hands and I got rejected from all of them. Even when I have trails instead I get nothing