Btw I've already spent a ridiculously insane amount on clothes this month I deserve only shame

Nothing could have possibly prepared me for how Traditional Asian Family Taash's storyline was.

I am going to sleep early. I am NOT going to obsess over the comments I got and worry about whether they were thinly veiled critique/disdain. I am NOT going to stress about how I could have handled certain questions better. I am simply moving on!!!

I'm presenting the same stuff to another group in 4 weeks time but it's ok bc I've already done it once and I know what to refine.

I have been anxious about this since my funding application was submitted but I think this is actually the first time in weeks/months where I can actually BREATHE because there isn't anything else that is pressing.

What if he likes it...

Bancho bite it--!!

I figured out my problem! I'm just anxious and idk how to come down from it

Wanna quit my job so bad (ya I know I have it relatively good but also like meh the more time I spend on my research the more I realise how deep the well of annoyance and resentment towards tech runs