Its just hard sometimes... I do wanna hope it improves nonetheless but yeah

frustrating ass feeling to say the least

Do I just accept I will never be fully happy or fulfilled in my lifetime cuz thats just where I'm at everyday now

I feel like i have changed a lot yet very little in the span of a year and it feels. weird to say the least

Like I wanna just kinda lay down in the void and not exist sometimes but unfortunately that isn't an option so

jk.. unless

eternally strugglin