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clown rat (they/it)
@wyrdferns.bsky.social
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"we’re all stories in the end. just make it a good one" — anna / riley ⋅ dutch ⋅ 29 ⋅ writer ⋅ multifandom ⋅ neurodivergent ³ ⋅ queer ⋅ they/it ⋅ I literally just go here to yap
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And I have to just go to work tomorrow and pretend all is fine. Great.
December 8, 2025 at 10:22 PM
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My OC and their sister but also that same character and their boyfriend and I’m gonna eat rocks while I think about this some more
Tumblr post by gingerbeer nice pair of characters who trust each other more than anyone else in the whole entire world it would sure be a shame if one of them betrayed that trust for the sake of trying to keep the other alive. it would sure be a shame to love someone so much you destroy them "i need you to live even if it means you never forgive me for this" is an emotion
September 27, 2025 at 6:31 PM
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OC feeling empty,,, not feeling like a person bc they were used as an “investment”,, one that didn’t pay off,, OC not having a framework for healthy social interactions bc of that,, i’m normal i’m so so normal
September 24, 2025 at 10:16 PM
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IT’S HEREEE
September 24, 2025 at 2:25 PM
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This part of RAWFEAR is so important to me tbh
Learning all that really matters is a slow and painful lesson (Never slowing down, never slowing down) It is not pass or fail, but a poisonous progression (Never slowing down, never slowing down) Try to micro-dose to immunity but you'll never, ever get it
September 15, 2025 at 7:37 PM
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Wearing tøp merch at work (library) bc reasons
September 15, 2025 at 1:45 PM
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The end of city walls really has me crashing out in this way
September 15, 2025 at 6:35 AM
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I'M GONNA BE SICK
tumblr post with images of bishop clancy and torchbearer. The text above it says: Guys, I just realize, this is probably the last time Clancy is gonna be ABLE TO SEE TORCHBEARER the text blow it says: Bishops don't see yellow
September 13, 2025 at 7:46 PM
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IT WAS A MISTAKE TO LOOK UP BREACH TUMBLR POSTS OH GOD OH GOD
tumblr posts showing stills from city walls where bishop clancy looks at torchbearer and TB looks back at Clancy. The text above it says: i saw a couple people asking how could clancy see torch when he became a bishop. i don’t think he could, at least not fully. torch is looking him right in the eye, but clancy is looking in a different direction entirely
September 13, 2025 at 7:45 PM
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HEY HI HELLO WHAT IS HAPPENING WHY IS THE EYE THERE AGAIN
Screenshot of twenty one pilots’ instagram profile. Their profile picture has their logo inside an eye shape
May 17, 2025 at 2:32 PM
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I have so many feelings about this as a Dutchie like this is both the weirdest and best mashup of things (also HEMA my beloved)
May 2, 2025 at 5:33 PM
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????
March 26, 2025 at 1:32 PM
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Oh great a failed social interaction
Tyler Joseph lying in a river. Text on top just says “Man.”
March 26, 2025 at 1:28 PM
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Okay unrelated but this is quite funny
screenshot of the game where it says "new objective: ???"
March 21, 2025 at 8:49 PM
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Current mental state
Screaming cat
March 10, 2025 at 4:36 PM
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also from the MV's youtube description

based af
screenshot of a line of text that says: filmed on the traditional and unceded territory of the lək̓ʷəŋən speaking people
March 7, 2025 at 10:56 AM
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Oh Kellen, how I’ve missed your innate ability to royally screw up
Book page that reads: 'Oh crap, I heard Reichis mutter. My gaze went from the squirrel cat to the two marshals. Parsus looked like he was about to go into shock. Harrex was pulling out his crossbow. That's when I realised what I'd just done. I'd come a hundred and fifty miles to kill a man with no legal justification other than that he'd cheated me at cards. I'd killed a Jan'Tep mage in a duel, murdered his employer in cold blood and up until that exact moment... when I'd grabbed the red-and-white flag of Darome off that marshal's horse... I hadn't even committed a crime. Funny thing about the empire: by their way of thinking, unless you're a foreign diplomat, the instant you cross into Daroman lands you become a citavis teradi - a territorial citizen. That dubious honour that comes with one or two minor legal protections and the sacred duty to defend the monarch. Unfortunately, I'd just soaked the queen's flag in blood, which was how you declared war against the Royal Family of Darome, the very definition of an act of treason. And I'd done it in front of two of the queen's own marshals. I didn't have the strength for another spell, but I probably would've tried anyway if Parsus hadn't prudently hit me on the back of the head with his marshal's mace. As I went down the last thing 1 heard was Reichis's terrified, chittering voice. 'Idjit.’
March 3, 2025 at 8:57 AM
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Apparently missed my tumblr anniversary rip (also I've been on there so long lmao)
screenshot from tumblr that says that 5 days ago my tumblr turned 13
February 20, 2025 at 1:49 PM
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Found a generator that lets me make sims 2 (nintendo ds game) thingies and since I’ve been playing that game again lately I’m having a blast

It has a bunch of different games! deathgenerator.com#gallery
February 13, 2025 at 9:41 AM
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Trygve (thatsimicplayer), Sevodia (kiikiibee) Lowen (karaverna), and ofc Dom (the-mori-arty)

Among others!
February 12, 2025 at 6:13 PM
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Prion talk /

I’m going to fucking scream oh my GOD???
"Fortunately," White countered, "pigs don't get BSE." "I think there's evidence they do." "If you take contaminated brain from a mad cow and inject the neural tissue directly into the brain of the pig it will get spongiform encephalopathy. But they've been feeding infected brain to pigs for five years now and none of the pigs has the disease." That was true. "You have to appreciate that BSE is not an infection. It's a very curious toxicity really." I told Dr. White I'd looked into it. "Well," he responded, "then perhaps you can tell me how the hell the bloody thing works. I don't understand it." I tried to explain abnormal protein crystallization. He listened. "Yes, that could work," he said finally. «Your pigs are isolated and presumably not fed meat-and-bone meal," I prompted him. "Oh no," he confirmed. "Disease transmission is an area of considerable concern." It occurred to me that we might be talking about more than hearts. "Are you planning to transplant other organs and tissues from the pig?" I asked. "The heart, the lungs—all those former smokers, the market is huge-the kidney. Possibly the intestine. The substantia nigra is an area of great interest." I said: "What?" "Bit of the brain," White said. "For the treatment of Parkinson's disease." I knew what the substantia nigra was. I just couldn't believe that a brilliant and innovative physician-businessman who had admitted he didn't understand what causes spongiform encephalopathy (who does?) was planning to implant pig brain directly into the brains of humans. In July 1996, the Committee on Xenograft Transplantation of the U.S. Institute of Medicine, part of the National Academy of Sciences, endorsed xenografting on the grounds that the potential benefits outweigh the risks.
February 10, 2025 at 5:49 PM
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Oh i am in so deep
meme drawing of someone quivering with intense obsession and love
February 9, 2025 at 12:34 AM
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I’m thinking about them again (the blorbos)
meme drawing of a person screaming into their pillow with little hearts around them meme drawing of a person running and bouncing along the walls of a room meme drawing of someone just being feral while tearing a tiny person of sorts apart meme drawing of someone salivating
February 8, 2025 at 11:14 PM
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Thinking about characters again and the Tragedy 😭
meme of a person lying face down in a pool of tears meme of a person facepalming with both hands and then gripping their head in frustration/upset
February 5, 2025 at 10:40 PM
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Oh I fucking hate it here

(On the mad cow disease epidemic and how the UK government allowed it to spread to humans)
The biopsy of her brain revealed spongiform encephalopathy. Mrs. Rimmer didn't understand the term and asked the doctor to write it down. He was afraid to do so, she remembers, and told her to look it up in a medical book. Eventually she convinced him. She showed the note to another doctor. He told her "spongiform en-cephalopathy" was mad cow disease. A physician investigator from the government CJD-sur-veillance unit in Edinburgh visited Beryl Rimmer and examined Vicky. Mrs. Rimmer says he warned her to keep quiet about her granddaughter's condition. "Think about the economy," he told her-"think about the Common Market."
January 25, 2025 at 10:09 AM