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♢ 𝐊𝐀𝐘 - 𝐄𝐋 .
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crossing her arms as she listens. she couldn't explain it at all, but these type of sounds were the only way she could truly "feel."

even now, she can feel the very unfamiliar prickling behind her eyes. foreign tears trying to seep through.

she could understand.


He merely continues to play, without even noticing that they were there in the first place. It was his home after all.

He has nothing to say. His gaze merely locked onto the Piano before him, playing the melody he holds close to his heart.

It is... Melancholic.


soft and tender notes could not be misheard. the sound of music has always drawn her in, and now is no exception.

within the dark corners of the room, she'd simply watch and listen.

paying close attention to each note's velocity, each phrase carrying its own emotion . . .
December 5, 2025 at 7:53 AM

soft and tender notes could not be misheard. the sound of music has always drawn her in, and now is no exception.

within the dark corners of the room, she'd simply watch and listen.

paying close attention to each note's velocity, each phrase carrying its own emotion . . .


It's one of those nights again. He desires to drown out the thoughts he wishes wouldn't show up.

Seeking comfort and refuge in one hobby. Playing the Piano late at night. To an audience of nobody.

An audience of nobody, intentionally, at least.

a black and white photo of two hands playing a yamaha piano
ALT: a black and white photo of two hands playing a yamaha piano
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December 5, 2025 at 7:33 AM

the people of this world are quite selfish.
December 4, 2025 at 4:00 AM

"evidently not, if you still feel hollow after all of this time."


" Aha... Well. Truth be told it does feel a little impossible sometimes. That's just the way I feel about it... Always have, so it is what it is. "

" I like helping other people. And that's good enough for me. "


“you confuse me, truly. you have a simple solution in front of you. yet you do not act upon it because… you don’t deserve it?”

“you act as if helping both yourself and others is not possible.”
December 1, 2025 at 10:18 PM

“you confuse me, truly. you have a simple solution in front of you. yet you do not act upon it because… you don’t deserve it?”

“you act as if helping both yourself and others is not possible.”


" Maybe... But I'm okay without it. I don't really think that I deserve that much... "

" So it's okay. I'll use the time I've got for everyone else. I've no reason not to, anyways. "


“and not for yourself? wouldn’t that make you feel much better?”
November 30, 2025 at 7:38 PM
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November 18, 2025 at 11:09 PM

“and not for yourself? wouldn’t that make you feel much better?”


" Well... I spent my time trying to change the outcome for other people. I think it's a better use of my time. "

" For those that lack the ability. "


“you sit here and don’t make any effort to change whatever outcome it is you fear? how.. strange. i don’t understand.”
November 29, 2025 at 10:07 PM

so, i must stand alone. just like with my own home…

i won’t die for a lowly rodent.

ㅤtrust me, dearest.
ㅤi speak from experience when i say it makes you vulnerable. susceptible. willing and desperate…

ㅤi’ve watched the most vile warriors bend, break - yield… die… for mere rodents.
November 29, 2025 at 7:51 PM

“you sit here and don’t make any effort to change whatever outcome it is you fear? how.. strange. i don’t understand.”


" No... Not really. If I had any better idea then I wouldn't really be complaining about it... But that's okay. "

" Whatever happens, will happen. As much as I don't want it to... My life is out of my hands. That's just how it is. "


( falling silent, unsure of what even say now. she’s not used to holding conversation, let alone talk of emotions. )

“then i see you are on a different path than me.”

“do you have anything better in mind?”
November 29, 2025 at 7:48 PM

( hovering mid-air, legs crossed over each other as she takes deep and slow breaths. focused. )

( best not disturb her. )
November 28, 2025 at 7:24 PM

( falling silent, unsure of what even say now. she’s not used to holding conversation, let alone talk of emotions. )

“then i see you are on a different path than me.”

“do you have anything better in mind?”


" I'm not quite sure if that's the answer... And even if it is. Truth be told, I'd rather be picky and find a better alternative. "

" I'm not interested in closing myself off... But perhaps that's a pessimistic view point. "

November 28, 2025 at 3:51 AM

but connection seems so nice. i don’t understand how it could label one as “weak.”

ㅤooooohhh !! good, good girl ! you learn so quickly ! <3

in other words, unnecessary?
November 28, 2025 at 1:30 AM

in other words, unnecessary?

ㅤoh disregard them, dear. ‘ connections ‘ are what the weak renamed the ball shackled to their ankles.
November 28, 2025 at 1:22 AM

i wonder how it feels to have some sort of connection with somebody.

hm.
November 28, 2025 at 1:08 AM


November 28, 2025 at 12:56 AM
Reposted by ♢ 𝐊𝐀𝐘 - 𝐄𝐋 .
November 28, 2025 at 12:03 AM

i am thankful for the enemies i will slay.
November 27, 2025 at 7:32 PM

i thought it would be fun.

( chomp. )
November 27, 2025 at 5:03 PM

i purchased it.
November 27, 2025 at 4:47 PM

“maybe you need to switch up routine. find something new, or even cut things loose.”

( a single finger raises to scratch at her cheek, her dark hues averting their gaze elsewhere. she hasn’t a clue of what he or she is talking about. )

“close yourself off on a path of self discovery?”


" Ah... "

" Well. I suppose that is one way to describe it... But it's an annoyance to deal with. Knowing that maybe things should be fun... That it's okay. "

" Yet something feels off. I don't know what it is. But something isn't right. "

November 27, 2025 at 4:46 PM

🥐
November 27, 2025 at 4:42 PM

“a feeling that never changes. hmm, i think i can relate.”

“a deep pit, some days bigger than others. tearing you open from the inside, a familiar and horrible pain.”

“the static in the constant hum?”
November 27, 2025 at 8:07 AM

i’ve made it.

wawa, i’ve finally found you.
November 26, 2025 at 10:33 PM

my blade has been lacking sweat..
November 26, 2025 at 8:45 PM

i was born like that.
November 26, 2025 at 9:32 AM