as mentioned before, it was a slog to finish it. i was really unsure and critical of it and when i finally finished it i really hated it. i think its pretty solid now, but its kinda tainted forever for me because of all these things

it was supposed to have more vocals on it but my living situation at the time didn't really allow for it so the two songs without heavily processed vocals (igna and ebsolut) were recorded in 2021

i made this album while working graveyard during the collapse of my last relationship and i can really hear both of those things throughout it

favs: nightvision, jackals hymn, the mesh, incarni

can i ask what bag that is....

to clarify, ive been very interested in mormonism lately. not as a potential convert obviously, just because its one of the most creepy and evil organizations in the world. so staying at a hotel for a wedding and finding this in the drawer was like "oh hell yes"

👀

evil questing music

you will save the economy inshallah

also really need to get back into therapy bc a lot of negative thought patterns have revealed themselves in this time i've been off my antidepressants