Wally Wookie (FullMetalWookie) 🏳️🌈
@wookietron9000.bsky.social
This feed is my mental health journal, working on my shit:
cPTSD, BPD, CSA, TBI, bipolar2-ultradian, CPP, disabled veteran, USCG retired, GNU/Linux, XFCE4, handy with tools & PC's
Fuck slumlord capitalism
(they/them/slave/it )
13 Aug 2023
Seattle
cPTSD, BPD, CSA, TBI, bipolar2-ultradian, CPP, disabled veteran, USCG retired, GNU/Linux, XFCE4, handy with tools & PC's
Fuck slumlord capitalism
(they/them/slave/it )
13 Aug 2023
Seattle
Pinned
My space, here on Bluesky, is my mental health (MH) journal, I have issues and I'm constantly in motion learning to deal with them. I've come a long way, and I use this journal to work things out
I'm not here to be fixed, I'm not broken. I need to write, think, interact, understand, and move on
I'm not here to be fixed, I'm not broken. I need to write, think, interact, understand, and move on
Currently i am the face of cognitive decline
Speaking, conversations, memory, words borked
But i am also the face of letting go and moving on
I see the glitches, can't do anything but keep moving (ok, naps are good)
Speaking, conversations, memory, words borked
But i am also the face of letting go and moving on
I see the glitches, can't do anything but keep moving (ok, naps are good)
November 15, 2025 at 1:56 AM
Currently i am the face of cognitive decline
Speaking, conversations, memory, words borked
But i am also the face of letting go and moving on
I see the glitches, can't do anything but keep moving (ok, naps are good)
Speaking, conversations, memory, words borked
But i am also the face of letting go and moving on
I see the glitches, can't do anything but keep moving (ok, naps are good)
I split-off some of my survival gear for roomie's van and got him a sleeping bag
November 15, 2025 at 1:32 AM
I split-off some of my survival gear for roomie's van and got him a sleeping bag
Kita the husky walk #2
November 14, 2025 at 8:12 PM
Kita the husky walk #2
I built my house right on the edge of the Abyss; we sing to each other and engage in meme-crimes-sharing
November 14, 2025 at 8:07 PM
I built my house right on the edge of the Abyss; we sing to each other and engage in meme-crimes-sharing
My pain is at an 8 out of 10. Nausea management underway so I can eat
November 14, 2025 at 7:36 PM
My pain is at an 8 out of 10. Nausea management underway so I can eat
(
and it's not that I'm bigger-than-life, cuz I'm not...
I have had a big, fuckin life and you can't hide that shit
)
and it's not that I'm bigger-than-life, cuz I'm not...
I have had a big, fuckin life and you can't hide that shit
)
November 14, 2025 at 7:27 PM
(
and it's not that I'm bigger-than-life, cuz I'm not...
I have had a big, fuckin life and you can't hide that shit
)
and it's not that I'm bigger-than-life, cuz I'm not...
I have had a big, fuckin life and you can't hide that shit
)
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This is how I learned to manage my issues with psychosis (psychoses)
After years of mapping symptoms and actions and outcomes it became apparent that every one of my psychosis episodes begins with simple paranoia. If I manage that paranoia I do not have a psychotic episode
After years of mapping symptoms and actions and outcomes it became apparent that every one of my psychosis episodes begins with simple paranoia. If I manage that paranoia I do not have a psychotic episode
November 14, 2025 at 7:22 PM
This is how I learned to manage my issues with psychosis (psychoses)
After years of mapping symptoms and actions and outcomes it became apparent that every one of my psychosis episodes begins with simple paranoia. If I manage that paranoia I do not have a psychotic episode
After years of mapping symptoms and actions and outcomes it became apparent that every one of my psychosis episodes begins with simple paranoia. If I manage that paranoia I do not have a psychotic episode
Mach 5 hypomania for certain. [Backspace] remains robust and necessary
November 14, 2025 at 7:25 PM
Mach 5 hypomania for certain. [Backspace] remains robust and necessary
Sleep - Mebbe 4hrs (but nap yesterday afternoon
Coffee - ✅
Mixed-state hypomanic-heavy swing (Mach 4+)
Addressing my staging areas in the house
Licking my knuckles (no I am not, shut up)
Coffee - ✅
Mixed-state hypomanic-heavy swing (Mach 4+)
Addressing my staging areas in the house
Licking my knuckles (no I am not, shut up)
November 14, 2025 at 7:18 PM
Sleep - Mebbe 4hrs (but nap yesterday afternoon
Coffee - ✅
Mixed-state hypomanic-heavy swing (Mach 4+)
Addressing my staging areas in the house
Licking my knuckles (no I am not, shut up)
Coffee - ✅
Mixed-state hypomanic-heavy swing (Mach 4+)
Addressing my staging areas in the house
Licking my knuckles (no I am not, shut up)
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Robin has been a friend to me for years; not just here, but when my MH journal was on twiXter
If you can help i would be so grateful, and she would be beside herself with joy
gofund.me/832128973
If you can help i would be so grateful, and she would be beside herself with joy
gofund.me/832128973
Donate to Help Feed Us: 8 Cats & No Car, organized by Robin D. Johnson
I have to feed myself, my disabled mother and my cats. I don't know if I'm getting SNAP… Robin D. Johnson needs your support for Help Feed Us: 8 Cats & No Car
gofund.me
October 21, 2025 at 7:28 PM
Robin has been a friend to me for years; not just here, but when my MH journal was on twiXter
If you can help i would be so grateful, and she would be beside herself with joy
gofund.me/832128973
If you can help i would be so grateful, and she would be beside herself with joy
gofund.me/832128973
Things that test my self-management schemes...and force me to adjust my course...and keep me on my fumckin toes, JFC...
I post a lot of stuff, but at it's core I'm posting so that I can keep track and understand. It's all about understanding-driven self-management
I post a lot of stuff, but at it's core I'm posting so that I can keep track and understand. It's all about understanding-driven self-management
This year has been hell for me in my personal life and I'm gonna top 100 distinct bipolar swings this year
November 14, 2025 at 7:06 PM
Things that test my self-management schemes...and force me to adjust my course...and keep me on my fumckin toes, JFC...
I post a lot of stuff, but at it's core I'm posting so that I can keep track and understand. It's all about understanding-driven self-management
I post a lot of stuff, but at it's core I'm posting so that I can keep track and understand. It's all about understanding-driven self-management
Just took a sip of water from my glass and out of the edge of my vision I saw a critter on my Left paw. Oh, those are lines of ink
November 14, 2025 at 9:40 AM
Just took a sip of water from my glass and out of the edge of my vision I saw a critter on my Left paw. Oh, those are lines of ink
I want to be tired. We're gonna see...in a bit...
November 14, 2025 at 9:22 AM
I want to be tired. We're gonna see...in a bit...
I've never been able to summarize what I am. But I am what I do, so that makes it messier to figure out
November 14, 2025 at 9:22 AM
I've never been able to summarize what I am. But I am what I do, so that makes it messier to figure out
[Backspace] is working brilliantly'ish and is necessary. Not mania, but hypomania
November 14, 2025 at 8:20 AM
[Backspace] is working brilliantly'ish and is necessary. Not mania, but hypomania
Roomie has spent most waking moments working and doing daily living stuff in his van with an eye for live-a-bility. Gave him a lighting primer, talked about USB lights and 12-volt lights...and superbrightleds.com
November 14, 2025 at 8:15 AM
Roomie has spent most waking moments working and doing daily living stuff in his van with an eye for live-a-bility. Gave him a lighting primer, talked about USB lights and 12-volt lights...and superbrightleds.com
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TACO ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED
November 14, 2025 at 8:02 AM
TACO ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED
Also, I bought some more garam masala last night
November 14, 2025 at 7:36 AM
Also, I bought some more garam masala last night
I got every kind of advice from people on how to manage the pain of knuckle tattoos. The guy who did my crow tat told 4 of them to look at my head tat and then STFU. I laughed, and I'm grateful
There are creams, there is ice, there are so many choices
I choose to enjoy my pain, thamkewes
There are creams, there is ice, there are so many choices
I choose to enjoy my pain, thamkewes
November 14, 2025 at 7:13 AM
I got every kind of advice from people on how to manage the pain of knuckle tattoos. The guy who did my crow tat told 4 of them to look at my head tat and then STFU. I laughed, and I'm grateful
There are creams, there is ice, there are so many choices
I choose to enjoy my pain, thamkewes
There are creams, there is ice, there are so many choices
I choose to enjoy my pain, thamkewes
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The tattoo artist asked me what I wanted and I spelled out the mechanics. And he asked me again what I wanted and I said (what I have said 5-times now)...
I want you to be an artist and be happy with your work. I'm gonna flash that tat everywhere...but I believe in letting artists be artistic
I want you to be an artist and be happy with your work. I'm gonna flash that tat everywhere...but I believe in letting artists be artistic
November 14, 2025 at 6:31 AM
The tattoo artist asked me what I wanted and I spelled out the mechanics. And he asked me again what I wanted and I said (what I have said 5-times now)...
I want you to be an artist and be happy with your work. I'm gonna flash that tat everywhere...but I believe in letting artists be artistic
I want you to be an artist and be happy with your work. I'm gonna flash that tat everywhere...but I believe in letting artists be artistic
Part of me wants me to shut up, the other part of me...
I'm 61-years old and ultradian bipolar with brain damage(s), and I am *never* stable. But I am the poster child for self-managed...and that's always one breath away from mayhem
In the moment I love mayhem
Braim is managing, using my tools
I'm 61-years old and ultradian bipolar with brain damage(s), and I am *never* stable. But I am the poster child for self-managed...and that's always one breath away from mayhem
In the moment I love mayhem
Braim is managing, using my tools
November 14, 2025 at 6:17 AM
Part of me wants me to shut up, the other part of me...
I'm 61-years old and ultradian bipolar with brain damage(s), and I am *never* stable. But I am the poster child for self-managed...and that's always one breath away from mayhem
In the moment I love mayhem
Braim is managing, using my tools
I'm 61-years old and ultradian bipolar with brain damage(s), and I am *never* stable. But I am the poster child for self-managed...and that's always one breath away from mayhem
In the moment I love mayhem
Braim is managing, using my tools
For a brief moment i was gonna get
SUCK
THIS
BITCH
on my Right knuckles
SUCK
THIS
BITCH
on my Right knuckles
November 13, 2025 at 9:18 PM
For a brief moment i was gonna get
SUCK
THIS
BITCH
on my Right knuckles
SUCK
THIS
BITCH
on my Right knuckles
Here we go
November 13, 2025 at 8:20 PM
Here we go
It seems certain that it's going to rain
November 13, 2025 at 8:20 PM
It seems certain that it's going to rain
I'm not the get-a-tattoo-on-a-bipolar-upswing guy; I'm ultradian bipolar and don't have that much skin
My tats have to have significance to my life, i consider them for years
Stay the course; hold fast; don't react, respond. It's also an alert to others that I'm working on it
My tats have to have significance to my life, i consider them for years
Stay the course; hold fast; don't react, respond. It's also an alert to others that I'm working on it
November 13, 2025 at 8:04 PM
I'm not the get-a-tattoo-on-a-bipolar-upswing guy; I'm ultradian bipolar and don't have that much skin
My tats have to have significance to my life, i consider them for years
Stay the course; hold fast; don't react, respond. It's also an alert to others that I'm working on it
My tats have to have significance to my life, i consider them for years
Stay the course; hold fast; don't react, respond. It's also an alert to others that I'm working on it