Feel free to hit me up for advice. A great deal of effort from a number of physiotherapists has been expended on trying to help me, I’m lucky that my family were able to pay for that and conscious many can’t. I’ll share what I learnt if anyone wants.

It took me such a fucking long time to be okay with doing exercises for such small gains but these gains aren’t small to me.
Some things are worse as I’ve grown others are better as a result of this work. It’s complicated. EDS is a horrible condition. Sending love to all the other zebras.

My goal is to be able to go out to a restaurant for food. Currently the back pain gets bad too fast, I’m nauseous by the time food arrives and usually have to leave early or I’ll cry.
If I can strengthen my spine more my back can tolerate more and I’ll get more time before the pain gets too bad.

What can I do to avoid this again? Well these are just guesses but my plans are active non monogamy until actual commitment if that happens again which I kind of doubt. And dating no one more than 10 years my senior. And be led by visual attraction?

2. I almost always enjoy sex so to me the fact the sex was good when it happened wrongly told me we were compatible.

3. I wouldn’t have fucked and then fallen in love with him in the first place if I wasn’t hypersexual and open to sex with people I am not visually attracted to myself like old men.

If I were to really test my limits I would need an IV in my arm. (Totally want to do this)

I know I’m 33 and my body isn’t everyone’s cup of tea but say a lady has a quirk that she can cum and squirt so much it’s a shocking novelty? I’m not alone in thinking I could make bank. And damn I do need the money, I want independence.

I’m seeing a trend in what catches my eye.

Blimey I don’t know. I’m just a freak newly figuring out the best language for myself.
But an example I have in mind is like pet play but it’s a dangerous animal (?) lol like a pampered panther or something.

I’m full of good ideas, me. ☺️

3b? Or is that just called selfish 😳

Like me saying I have enough pain in my life I don’t even want to be spanked doesn’t mean I don’t understand those who play with pain in sex because it what they’ve chosen. And the same goes for all sorts. We’re different and it’s no shade on each other.

I reckon some people think “I shouldn’t make a move she deserves to be properly loved and committed to, poor thing and I can’t do it”.
People, very few of you could and that is okay, I respect your choice you don’t need to walk away. My heart doesn’t break as easy as is assumed either.

I am hilarious 🫡

Socialising is so much more complicated than sex!