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Kinzie the Corgi
@wolfkinz.bsky.social
28|gay? bi? Enigma✅️|shortie|will wake you with my snoring|singer!|🔞
Trying to figure all of this out!
Reposted by Kinzie the Corgi
Fun Furry Fact: the first ever furry convention, "Confurence 0" was held in 1989 in southern California. The same year which saw the release of unrelated belgian techno anthem "Pump Up the Jam"
July 24, 2023 at 5:11 PM
Reposted by Kinzie the Corgi
"It’s hard to believe I’m standing in the lobby where the first ever Midwest FurFest took place… because I’m not. That’s in Arlington Heights, which is miles away and hasn't been home to MFF since 2001."
October 27, 2025 at 12:09 AM
Mentally not doing well...

I just feel alone. Feel like no one cares. No one would miss me if I were gone except family.

I don't really have friends.

No one has reached out to me today. No one has checked on me. Nothing.

And I know that it's not anyone's job to. I know people have lives.
October 25, 2025 at 3:03 AM
Reposted by Kinzie the Corgi
🐺 ⋆。‧˚ 𝐇𝐀𝐍𝐊 𝐯𝐬 𝐌𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐁𝐈𝐑𝐁! ˚‧。⋆ 🐦

Let's have some 𝗕𝗜𝗥𝗕 𝗦𝗡𝗔𝗖𝗞𝗦 𝗕𝗘𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗘 𝗪𝗘 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗨𝗘𝗗 𝗢𝗡 𝗕𝗨𝗡 𝗛𝗨𝗡𝗧𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝟮 (𝟭𝟮.𝟭𝟮.𝟮𝟱)! What could possibly go wrong, eh, Hank?! 🐦
October 17, 2025 at 1:37 PM
I'm struggling with what is there to live for

I'm not necessarily depressed, but nothing is giving me joy either?

I used to watch YouTube but now that's just kinda meh, there aren't any sort of games that have my attention, no shows to watch

Just kinda

Existing
October 17, 2025 at 4:58 AM
Reposted by Kinzie the Corgi
✅Guys, I'm back✅

support*
October 16, 2025 at 10:55 PM
One of the hardest things with this is hearing my mother sob and wail throughout the house

And there's nothing I can do to fix it or help
October 11, 2025 at 4:57 PM
The funeral was today.

It was hard. It was a lot.

I still haven't gotten it all out and the next few days are going to be rough with finding the new normal

And even that will take some time cause my Aunt is staying the rest of the month with my grandmother so she won't 100% be alone
October 11, 2025 at 3:05 AM
The visitation was today

Seeing him in the casket hurt like hell, but somehow it helped.

Still a very long road ahead, still sobbed today and will be sobbing tomorrow

And the next day and the day after that

This new normal is going to suck
October 10, 2025 at 4:25 AM
My mom talked to her and she's coming to the funeral and will sit witb me and the family

Tonight is visitation and is gonna be a lot

Fuck this all hurts
October 9, 2025 at 5:03 PM
My legs are going numb from anxiety
October 9, 2025 at 1:14 AM
I called I did it stress and panic

Mom is now talking to her because she said she was just not going to come because she didnt want to cause drama but also couldnt sit with me and the family and pretend like things were fine where they're not and I don't blame her or want her to

Big stress mess
October 9, 2025 at 1:14 AM
Oh God oh God oh God
October 8, 2025 at 11:48 PM
I just want to lock myself in a small room and ignore the world, ignore the problems, ignore the drama, the chaos, the pain, the sorrow, the misery

I'm freaking out and outside and don't know how to calm down my beating heart

I have to call you soon and have this talk

It has to be tonight
October 8, 2025 at 11:47 PM
I'm panicking

What do I even say to you?

How do I say it?

"Thank you for still coming to the funeral, yes I ruined you and you wanna sit by yourself, but my mom and grandmother want you sitting beside me or not there at all thanks bye"

I know you don't wanna play the part of a facade
October 8, 2025 at 11:44 PM
When I die no one will come

When I die I'll die alone
October 8, 2025 at 3:52 AM
When I die would anyone other than family go to my funeral?

Or am I simply a miniscule blip on their radar?

A tiny notification that, once gone, is easily forgotten and never given a second thought?

Does anyone care about me?
October 7, 2025 at 9:08 PM
I don't know what to do anymore
October 7, 2025 at 12:52 AM
The worst part of all of this is seeing and hearing my mother and grandmother sob and cry

I can't help them I can't help myself I can't help anyone
October 6, 2025 at 8:10 PM
Someone please end this nightmare
October 6, 2025 at 8:08 PM
I know I have to keep living in spite of him being gone but I don't see the point

I can't find a job, all forms of relationships and friendships are falling apart because of my actions

I'm in an incredible amount of debt because I went to college all for a piece of paper I'm not even using

Ugh
October 6, 2025 at 6:57 PM
Please let this just not be real and I'm going insane
October 6, 2025 at 6:43 PM
I woke up and it's real

Visitation is Thursday and funeral is Friday

Just let me go back to sleep where he's still alive
October 6, 2025 at 6:05 PM
I cant sleep because all I do is cry
October 6, 2025 at 7:53 AM
I need to go to bed but I'm just stuck here endlessly scrolling

It feels like I've woken up in an alternate reality where everything is bad and wrong and how it's all my fault and there's no way to fix it or go back and I'm trapped in endless suffering

I wish I could go back a year and fix it all
October 6, 2025 at 6:31 AM