Sort of done. Just with people and superficial friendships or lack of communication. Had friend who was done to finally meet after nearly a decade and now he’s with a new boo and so nothing else matters. Same with friends currently. I can’t be open about stuff cuz it’s all superficial stuff

In conclusion: folks are always telling me they are open or available to talk. But they aren’t. However, not be self righteous, I’ve done my best for others and so I try not to burden others with my melodrama. And so far no friend has made me feel comfortable enough to share my feelings freely

I think mentally I’m not here or present a lot of the time. I sort of keep it to myself and assume folks don’t like me because I made some stupid mistakes. I also dislike being left in the dark a lot. Idk I am a black cat but also I want pets too

One thing about cop shows is that they show how human they are but never how fucked up they all are. Like legit a cop who shoots on a black guy on the show is justify because he was linked to drugs. IRL majority aren’t. These shows are just promoting a police state

Seems like anytime I post on insta with da boifran I lose a follow lmaookkkkkk

Long story short: if they are brown. And the only time they go to therapy is for their love relationship. They aren’t well

So…like is it a requirement for bears and bigger gays to wear the most gayest and or “you were this to a circuit” attire to the gym?

Sometimes I wonder about the DL men I cruised with and had then bust in seconds and they were so discreet they wanted to exchange emails and never hit me back up. Hope they’re raging phggts now 🥰

Truly wish I had more gay group chats or something. Also friends…who gym…and are antisocial like me..

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So like how’s this going?

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