Gn!!!

if im wrong ab the cals oops -.-; also dont ask why theres cook marks on the turkey, cold meat makes me sick lol

i mean realistically its multiple things- extreme restrictions, intense stress, etc etc but my food issues have always stemmed from just how things are where i live urgghhh

i kinda wonder if its one of those weird childh/ood things bc my main abuser was v uw and most positive interactions i’ve had w ppl were from ow ppl. but also my closest fri/end was uw so idek >,>

i don’t think i have anything to be concerned about but i keep feeling uncomfortable due to fullness and it feels like an attack on my health. ik i’m bloated but i feel utterly disgusting ._.;

at least i had fun but eugh