each passing day. She didn't know what it meant or what is was nor did she have the courage to find out.

Her channel started to grow and before the end of that year, she had already accumulated 200,000 subscribers. That was when she decided to turn YouTube and makeup into her full-time career.

Still, that same call to the Ocean beckoned every day. Growing stronger and stronger with

best friend, Eloise got married. The women hired her as her make-up artist and filmed the whole thing on Tiktok. The video went viral and prompted the brunette to create a Youtube channel where she posted make-up tutorials and product reviews.

At around 20, Willow discovered the second love of her life other than reading which was make-up. She'd spend hours every morning before college or her part-time job as a bartender coming up with cool and funky makeup looks to try out. She was so good at it that when her

feelings weren’t real. She did love him a lot but that silly nagging feeling in her chest would budge and would always be the worst when they spent time together.

After a few years of dating.

Eric was her first, in everything. First kiss. First boyfriend. First love. First sexual partner. First heartbreak. Even though she ended it with him, because of the feeling she had about it not being real for him that didn't mean her

At the age of 17, Will found herself in a relationship with one of the boys in her class, Eric. He was sweet, funny and kind to her but something about the way he was with her made her have this funny feeling inside her chest that it wasn't real. So she ended that

that would lure lonely sailors to their deaths with a beautiful song.

Her mother used to say that her father's love for the seas was stronger than his love for his family which wasn't true and her mother knew that. They both did.

Fisherman and her mother were still proud stay-at-home mom. Those long months when her father was away at sea and her mother missed her husband dearly, the young girl would crawl into her mother's bed at night and listen to wild stories of sea monsters and half-humanoid fish

Biographies. She really enjoyed reading fairytales and books based around the supernatural. So it was no surprise when her favourite topic at school was English Literature which she happened to excel in.

Her home life didn't change much, her Father was still a very busy

At age 7, Willow discovered her love for books. It started light-hearted at first reading the old classic books in the school library - Alice in Wonderland, A Christmas Carol, etc. By the time she was 10, the young girl had read over 400 books ranging from fiction to

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song, I don't hear it myself by they do.

It’s getting late and Daddy will be here to tuck me in soon, so I must go to bed.

Goodnight.

themselves.

School has been okay, everyone wants to be my friend which is nice. I don't like all the attention though, I'd rather hide in the corner and not be seen but for some reason everyone is drawn to me especially when I talk. They say my voice sounds like a beautiful

because it makes Mummy sad. She misses him a lot when he's away and I miss him too but nothing like how Mummy misses him.

It's almost fishing season again which means he’ll be gone again soon. I don't want him to go but he has to because Mummy says he has to as bills don't pay

Daddy talks about when there is a storm brewing outside.

I also have this weird urge in my chest that makes me want to swim in the sea and never come back but I can't leave Mummy and Daddy they'd be sad and upset if I left them.

I hate when Daddy is away at sea for months