—it’s okay to let go of someone for their better future. It’s all about embracing the realest form of your self; that is to accept that you’re not good for them. You will love yourself as well as the other person. And, maybe one day you will find someone with whom you match.

I certainly didn’t want to bring all my emotional baggage into his life and be a disaster. I know I hurt him, but I was hurting too. Perhaps this was what it was meant to be. One thing I learned from this is it’s completely fine to love someone in solitude by pushing them away from your life

Deep down, I felt that I might not be a good match for him—and it’s okay to feel this way sometimes. I once heard that the truest form of love is letting someone go so they can have a better life. He was such a nice person, and he seemed to have a better life than me.

Despite the odds of me reciprocating his interest, he seemed to have genuinely pursued me. It wasn’t until later when I realised I might have fallen for him too. But a fraction of my heart was keep telling he wasn’t meant for me; that all this was just a delusion.

He tried to approach me as he smiled at me while flashing his eyebrows. At that time, I had flabbergasted to see someone was flirting with me —  yet, I ignored him because I was pushing him away like I always did to other guys.

I never knew what was coming afterwards. But I just felt it was something more than a mere eye contact.When I saw him gazing at me for the second time ,   I pretended I didn’t notice  it— this time I didn’t want to hold my eye contact.

The room was full of chatters and I was sitting across the room —  The divine blue ocean eyes set upon me, the gaze with full of admiration,  with my heart
pounding more than usual. And that was when we first made eye contact.