my kitten just got mauled by this other giant cat and now shes so weak please don't die I cannot afford the vet rn omf

i feel so used. emotionally, physically, mentally, it's like everyone uses me as a fucktoy to feel something. im just a condom to be used and discarded once im not needed anymore. im a people pleaser and a pushover, i wish i knew this sooner. i open up about this i get pitied and i hate it.

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i might just crash out honestly, i can't balance my interests with work anymore it's so frustrating. on one hand i wanna explore my interests but at the same time if i do then i waste time not studying. my chances at getting a scholarship are fading im so devastated