its gonna take. a while. bc im busy. but. hehehehehehehe

he gets caught staring or smth and its all tense and then somehow they FUCK

i saw a tumblr post from a 4th year med student on EM placement giving the pitt fandom insight/ideas for fics... apparently if ur scrubbed in and ur attendings phone goes off u get it for them... imagine whitaker gets robbys phone and sees smth he shouldnt and he cant stop thinking ab it and

hucklerobby puppy play

i can have a few ciders or a few casual drinks thats fine but the second i go Out i just feel sick. ????

i wanna do some real plot-what-plot porn

i need my face to heal bc i need to go get absolutely blasted (i keep saying im gonna stop drinking and then i get The Urge)

mel and langdon are my "aww theyre so cute i hope they at least end up good friends :]" pairing..... robby and whitaker??? FUCK NOW

PUT A LEASH ON HIM ROBBY CALL HIM A GOOD DOG HED LIKE IT

i left with 10 gcses at 7-9s (As and A*s), 2 A* a-levels and a D* in an equivalent btec so basically A*A*A*, and i have a CoHE in psych with a distinction. so. i did good. im less outstanding now though i got a first in year 1 of uni but i get 2:1s these days

but i have always had a soft spot and a deep love for human biology, if i wasnt doing this id be doing paramedic science or something like that

it was english or geography basically the entire time, and then moved to psych (my evil arc apparently), then went right back and now i study international relations, i rly came full circle

i dont buy into:
a) russia as the ultimate evil
b) euroatlantic area as the free world
c) this idea of national security

so its quite hard to be like "yeah i love nato!"

however i understand its material benefits for civilians in eastern and central europe. thats about all i think its somewhat good for though

u cant just do imperialism bc u feel like it, or for any reason actually. this also applies to weird nato neo-imperialism "maintenance of common liberal values" or whatever which only seems to lead to deeply failed, even if occassionally somewhat well intentioned, interventions for "freedom"

not like that treaty hasnt been invoked for u before or anything. nah

sorry ive been thinking about this today on account of new sanctions