Or reading the absolutely deranged horny sexpesting in some fandoms, like ZZZ. Those are my favorites ~
Or how I accidentally got spoiled with Kill La Kill with a certain tag... Sounded pretty big. And that was the "I" tag. You don't have to think too hard if you plan on watching it OwO

W-well!

Someone posted something about making porn and having interactions with the world and fandom in the weirdest and wrong direction.

So, like, sometimes you become suspiciously knowledgeable of a game's character cast, their names and personalities. Like me with fire emblem.

I hope their likes get drenched and they don't search me. Sometimes, someone might see you liking them and look in your profile out of curiosity. That's fine, isn't it? But it's also kinda scaaaary lol
Being a "shadow liker" is kinda the way I've been going. Hm maybe one day I can do more...

Say who they are cause... Don't want to give them trouble.
But yeah, it's one of my worries about writing. So it's such a fun coincidence that they posted it right after me! Like, there's no way they know me. And that's fine. But still makes me kinda happy hehe

And maybe use this account more. I'm awfully anxious to the point of rewriting a message several times and then not sending. Sure I want to talk but also fear talking, so what the hell do I want?!
Sigh, I wish I could interact with those I admire. But that's also scary, and I don't want be a bother

So I'll live. I'll enjoy what I enjoy until the bitter end or wait for better times. One day. Because "we" will become the politicians one day, but so will "their" children. We'll always be fighting. And when possible, we'll relish in our enjoyment.
I'll write and keep it till a more opportune time!

Life isn't only about porn, or games, or manga and anime. But it's still something we enjoy. Something that... Is being brutally trampled on.
And it's frustrating to just watch. Because I'm not just powerless myself, I'm also spineless. Someone might call me hypocrite and I can just apologize...

But I'll be happy with just writing the things I think are... Worth.
But to be honest... I don't think I will do it soon. These days are really scary worldwide, and what we enjoy isn't being treated kindly. I know I'm getting older, my golden age of content is in the past but I can still find joy.

I will do my best, that I can't promise but will try anyways. But I won't be publishing right yet. I wanted to write a bit like 3 stories and wait some time before drip feeding more and the series, you know? For just a bit of excitement to the readers. If there'll be any...

But I do have one good news, and also bad ones. Between the daily struggle, I'm getting increasingly more motivated to do something more within my grasp. That is writing!
... Mostly erotic literature, hrm.
I have a huge backlog of ideas, one shots and series I want to write for a long time now!

Hm it's not like I have anyone that actually, actually care. But the void also deserves attention, and I'll chat with it as well.

I know it's the reason and motivation of creating this account but... Currently, I'm sorry I couldn't fulfill this promise. That's why, avoid making promises, oki?

That's why, to all the creators out there that won't read this!
Your work is good. It inspires us to create something, it gives us feelings, it makes us all fuzzy, it puts us in awe. You're creative and you have the courage to be creative for yourself and others. Thank you for that!

Or maybe the self esteem to "create". Like, even if I do, I'm an amateur and it'll just be "one more" out there.
I do really believe that if there's at least one person that enjoys your work, then it's worth it. That's why it annoys me that I can't bring myself to do something.

I prefer to play support/healer tho... I wonder, maybe I can enjoy both. Dancer looks neat too!
I already know I'm gonna waste SO much time here hahaha...
Another grind starts, let us suffer and have fun once more!

So with that many options to be glamorous, I can at least use vanilla gpose to be as sexy as I can!
No massive bunny buns for you tho. Neither for me... Lmao it's gonna look so saaaad like a plank!
And of course, sexy isn't the only thing on the menu. Cause you bet imma try to look GORGEOUS⋆˙⟡

Ps: Iwanttoeatthisdammcharacterlimit.