True! I won’t give up on Nishiki though :P

And then I just started to be like “okay I’ll just have to get over it, just observe and don’t participate” but then the scandals happened.
The Kagawa stuff, hiding replies, also glorifying that Hana starved herself??? (on the Japanese twt account)
Just makes it very hard to even WANT to get back.

I wanted to branch out with my art but when people I like a lot get shit thrown at them for expressing themselves, why should I even try if it’s likely going to happen to me too?
I hope I’ll be able to make art again soon without having these bad feelings attached to it.

At first I thought it’s because of the mental health issues and constant medication issues that made me lose interest but no, it’s the fandom that started my disinterest and killing my creativity.
Seeing how people treated my friends in this fandom for having the “wrong” ship made me struggle too.

Real af

It sounds silly but the entire discourse just upsets me
It’s fine if you hc him like that but please don’t pretend like it’s canon