Sorry for flip flopping a lot btw. Frustration with this stuff is hitting really hard and these past few days have been especially chaotic and terrible.

If constantly realizing I don't have the tools required to make my dreams come true or that I'm constantly lacking what I want is gonna keep being an issue then at this point I fucking quit. Quitting music, quitting pursuing my dreams. I'm just gonna major in smthn more realistic instead.

Honestly, given how it seems like every time I try one thing another problem pops up like it's a fucking hydra I'm just gonna quit music. Forget getting through Gen Ed's to pursue Music Comp as my major, forget wanting to write songs, forget all this shit. I'm fucking done.

And in addition to that every time I try to harmonize it just isn't working at all. They're not coming together and no matter what filter I put on my voice it just isn't what I want. And in addition to that BandLabs navigation system is so fucking infuriating it's insane.

Like genuinely the situation is so fishy. Admits fault, rescinds his admission and says he's the victim, and then him and all his friends say there's a document that proves him innocent, however they can't release it or talk about it for legal reasons.

This is also why I find it odd when people say we live in a meritocracy since there are many many cases where putting in more effort doesn't yield as good of results as someone who put in less effort or who's job is less essential than yours.

After retelling this joke a couple more times I realised most don't know how Amelia Earhart died.

And for the record I don't consider those who use AI to be artists. Art's made with creativity and the culmination of someone's skills, not stolen data from others work and a couple key phrases in a text box.