Nataniel
@weeping-garden.bsky.social
he/him, 21yo, bi, artist, part of an osdd system, short king 🫡 My DMs are always open ^^
hw: 75kg/165lbs
sw: 70kg/154lbs
cw: ~57kg/125lbs
ugw: we'll see, I just want to be satisfied with myself
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hw: 75kg/165lbs
sw: 70kg/154lbs
cw: ~57kg/125lbs
ugw: we'll see, I just want to be satisfied with myself
(eng/pl/nl)
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Nataniel
@weeping-garden.bsky.social
· Sep 13
I made a backup account guyz, go follow if you wanna : )
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my mom started commenting on my weight lately. She never ever did that when I was fat. I know commenting on someones weight is inappropriate both ways but hearing "I look like a stick now" is rlly validating.
November 30, 2025 at 1:59 PM
my mom started commenting on my weight lately. She never ever did that when I was fat. I know commenting on someones weight is inappropriate both ways but hearing "I look like a stick now" is rlly validating.
hate the fact that instant ramen is my autism safe food
November 30, 2025 at 1:53 PM
hate the fact that instant ramen is my autism safe food
I look in the mirror and notice the changes in my body, my muscles more defined, my ribs more visible, the gap between my legs bigger and yet when I take a step back and look at the whole picture I see the exact same person I saw a few months ago. When will I finally be satisfied? #caterpillarsky
November 29, 2025 at 3:19 PM
I look in the mirror and notice the changes in my body, my muscles more defined, my ribs more visible, the gap between my legs bigger and yet when I take a step back and look at the whole picture I see the exact same person I saw a few months ago. When will I finally be satisfied? #caterpillarsky
throwback to when I was little, my mom thought it was so amusing when she would tickle me out of nowhere and I would react for one second before "turning my tickles off" so she'd do it often. And that, my dear readers, is how I learned to dissociate on command. thank you mom ♡
November 28, 2025 at 8:59 PM
throwback to when I was little, my mom thought it was so amusing when she would tickle me out of nowhere and I would react for one second before "turning my tickles off" so she'd do it often. And that, my dear readers, is how I learned to dissociate on command. thank you mom ♡
I'm not a picky eater, I love trying new foods. I'll give everything a try, even stuff I'm not a fan of if presented in a different meal or form might turn out to be good. Except celery. I will NOT touch that shit EVER. Makes me gag as soon as I bite into it, fuck you celery. I'll always be a hater.
November 28, 2025 at 11:26 AM
I'm not a picky eater, I love trying new foods. I'll give everything a try, even stuff I'm not a fan of if presented in a different meal or form might turn out to be good. Except celery. I will NOT touch that shit EVER. Makes me gag as soon as I bite into it, fuck you celery. I'll always be a hater.
actually, no. Last time I saw her I told her I haven't slept yet and was tired from tripsitting my best friend all night because she had a really bad trip AND THAT WOMAN 1/2
I had to stop seeing my therapist because this was going nowhere... We have different values and I could never understand her thought process, bless her heart though
November 28, 2025 at 10:11 AM
actually, no. Last time I saw her I told her I haven't slept yet and was tired from tripsitting my best friend all night because she had a really bad trip AND THAT WOMAN 1/2
I had to stop seeing my therapist because this was going nowhere... We have different values and I could never understand her thought process, bless her heart though
November 28, 2025 at 9:57 AM
I had to stop seeing my therapist because this was going nowhere... We have different values and I could never understand her thought process, bless her heart though
I like looking feminine from time to time but I don't like being perceived as that, I dont see myself that way either... the concept of gender be blowing my cis, (almost) straight white guy mind sometimes
November 26, 2025 at 3:36 PM
I like looking feminine from time to time but I don't like being perceived as that, I dont see myself that way either... the concept of gender be blowing my cis, (almost) straight white guy mind sometimes
tried making oatmeal and failed miserably
November 26, 2025 at 3:31 PM
tried making oatmeal and failed miserably
okay so in the short time Ive been away I managed to start developing an alcohol addiction or maybe I'm already addicted who knows.. the worst part is that the person I spend most of my time with -my gf- has been developing the exact same issue... it's harder to quit when you both have the power to+
November 23, 2025 at 7:32 PM
okay so in the short time Ive been away I managed to start developing an alcohol addiction or maybe I'm already addicted who knows.. the worst part is that the person I spend most of my time with -my gf- has been developing the exact same issue... it's harder to quit when you both have the power to+
CAN I JUST BE HIM PLEASE we're similar enough... and look at THOSE LEGS
November 21, 2025 at 12:08 PM
CAN I JUST BE HIM PLEASE we're similar enough... and look at THOSE LEGS
I want a slutty little waist but I want to be muscular at the same time... give me both
October 23, 2025 at 7:27 AM
I want a slutty little waist but I want to be muscular at the same time... give me both
I've been so scared I gained because I've been eating like a rabid raccoon for the past weeks but I lost 1,5kg/3.3lbs
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October 19, 2025 at 1:13 PM
I've been so scared I gained because I've been eating like a rabid raccoon for the past weeks but I lost 1,5kg/3.3lbs
fuck them airport fries man, I didn't know fucking up fries like that was even possible
October 9, 2025 at 10:00 AM
fuck them airport fries man, I didn't know fucking up fries like that was even possible
today's one was diabolical, first it made me experience something that would hurt me the most while making it feel unquestionably real, followed by a nightmare I'm pretty sure I've already had in the past 😭 just woke up and I feel like crying
can my mind cooperate for once and not make me experience the thing's I'm so desperately trying to heal from over and over and over again in my dreams PLEASE
October 8, 2025 at 10:24 AM
today's one was diabolical, first it made me experience something that would hurt me the most while making it feel unquestionably real, followed by a nightmare I'm pretty sure I've already had in the past 😭 just woke up and I feel like crying
can my mind cooperate for once and not make me experience the thing's I'm so desperately trying to heal from over and over and over again in my dreams PLEASE
October 8, 2025 at 10:20 AM
can my mind cooperate for once and not make me experience the thing's I'm so desperately trying to heal from over and over and over again in my dreams PLEASE
most of my calorie intake be coming from alcohol these days 😭
October 2, 2025 at 4:45 PM
most of my calorie intake be coming from alcohol these days 😭
my pants just fell off my ass 😭 luckily not in public but damn -_-
September 27, 2025 at 11:32 AM
my pants just fell off my ass 😭 luckily not in public but damn -_-
therapy in 8 minutes I'm so nervous this is the 2nd time I'll be seeing her, I have so much to talk about it's been difficult to only choose one thing to focus on
September 22, 2025 at 12:52 PM
therapy in 8 minutes I'm so nervous this is the 2nd time I'll be seeing her, I have so much to talk about it's been difficult to only choose one thing to focus on
I FINALLY HAVE A 5 IN THE FRONT 59KG ITS SO OVER FOR ALL OF YOU
September 21, 2025 at 8:59 AM
I FINALLY HAVE A 5 IN THE FRONT 59KG ITS SO OVER FOR ALL OF YOU
I've been cleaning all day today so far and I'm so happy about it, my room was such a mess and needed some decluttering
September 20, 2025 at 1:01 PM
I've been cleaning all day today so far and I'm so happy about it, my room was such a mess and needed some decluttering
y'all ever stretch so hard you nearly pass out? the morning stretches go hard until my vision goes black
September 19, 2025 at 8:04 AM
y'all ever stretch so hard you nearly pass out? the morning stretches go hard until my vision goes black
being an alter based on a "divine being" is so annoying, I don't even feel real most of the time I just feel like an oc even though deep down I know I'm not. it makes me feel inferior yet also gives me a massive ego, I wish I could just live without it like a normal person.
September 15, 2025 at 9:16 AM
being an alter based on a "divine being" is so annoying, I don't even feel real most of the time I just feel like an oc even though deep down I know I'm not. it makes me feel inferior yet also gives me a massive ego, I wish I could just live without it like a normal person.
the scale is telling me I gained sm over the past 3 days but I havent been eating much ;-;
September 15, 2025 at 7:57 AM
the scale is telling me I gained sm over the past 3 days but I havent been eating much ;-;