i can't stop stimming on "I'm such a fat fucking chud" PLEASE forgive me

i feel like white queers are the only people allowed to be weird cringe silly people that express themselves but the minute you do the same thing as a black person it's all funny and uncomfortable looks

oops did I say the quiet part out loud.

i also use my voice as a black person to let other black furries/queers know they are not crazy for being upset about the racism and exclusion they experience on the daily. i know this topic makes people so uncomfortable but it NEEDS to be said how isolated POC feel in these communities

i think it's detrimental for my health to get so worried about how people use aave but when you're black and grow up around black people who just talk like this and see the systemic racism we experience for how we talk, while non black people can do the same and get less shit is blood boiling.