RAL | Raru
@waywardraru.bsky.social
ENG/FIL | Non-binary Chaotic Good INFP | just a tired adult who's re-learning how to draw and write stories
Potential mature stuff, dark humor, sensitive topics, and nonsense ramblings so be warned | simply trying to enjoy my hobbies | AI ART❌
Potential mature stuff, dark humor, sensitive topics, and nonsense ramblings so be warned | simply trying to enjoy my hobbies | AI ART❌
Here's to another new year.
I hope 2026 would be kinder.
I hope 2026 would be kinder.
December 31, 2025 at 4:49 PM
Here's to another new year.
I hope 2026 would be kinder.
I hope 2026 would be kinder.
If, by some miracle, I suddenly get a lot of money...
I'll go to a specific hobby store and splurge a bit.
The Digimon Adventure decks.
A KaiserGreymon figurine.
And that Mint Grade 10 Shadowverse 🪄 card.
(This is just me being delulu. I have bills to pay and savings to build up.)
I'll go to a specific hobby store and splurge a bit.
The Digimon Adventure decks.
A KaiserGreymon figurine.
And that Mint Grade 10 Shadowverse 🪄 card.
(This is just me being delulu. I have bills to pay and savings to build up.)
December 25, 2025 at 12:48 AM
If, by some miracle, I suddenly get a lot of money...
I'll go to a specific hobby store and splurge a bit.
The Digimon Adventure decks.
A KaiserGreymon figurine.
And that Mint Grade 10 Shadowverse 🪄 card.
(This is just me being delulu. I have bills to pay and savings to build up.)
I'll go to a specific hobby store and splurge a bit.
The Digimon Adventure decks.
A KaiserGreymon figurine.
And that Mint Grade 10 Shadowverse 🪄 card.
(This is just me being delulu. I have bills to pay and savings to build up.)
Didn't expect myself to be touching grass for 3 days straight but I guess I may need it since I've been cooped up in my room most of the time as of late.
Gonna be out again next week. Hopefully, I make progress with my WIP too.
Gonna be out again next week. Hopefully, I make progress with my WIP too.
December 13, 2025 at 4:20 PM
Didn't expect myself to be touching grass for 3 days straight but I guess I may need it since I've been cooped up in my room most of the time as of late.
Gonna be out again next week. Hopefully, I make progress with my WIP too.
Gonna be out again next week. Hopefully, I make progress with my WIP too.
Time to procrastinate my bday fanart for my kamioshi. Probably gonna be late but I'll still try to finish.
December 11, 2025 at 9:20 AM
Time to procrastinate my bday fanart for my kamioshi. Probably gonna be late but I'll still try to finish.
Modded SDV got me.... So yeah...
My fanart WIPs will just continue to haunt me for now.
My fanart WIPs will just continue to haunt me for now.
November 24, 2025 at 11:08 PM
Modded SDV got me.... So yeah...
My fanart WIPs will just continue to haunt me for now.
My fanart WIPs will just continue to haunt me for now.
It's still my choice who I support. No one else's.
November 4, 2025 at 12:57 PM
It's still my choice who I support. No one else's.
I really want to get those plushies...
But I don't have any extra hobbies funds for it....
But I don't have any extra hobbies funds for it....
October 30, 2025 at 9:37 PM
I really want to get those plushies...
But I don't have any extra hobbies funds for it....
But I don't have any extra hobbies funds for it....
October 11, 2025 at 4:11 PM
Already late with my anniversary fanart. I hope I'll finish in time before their streams.
October 11, 2025 at 3:21 AM
Already late with my anniversary fanart. I hope I'll finish in time before their streams.
I guess my anxiety got me real bad a few months ago that I'm mostly a lurker now. I know it's irrational of me but it's still there.
I still want to continue making things. I just have to deal with my frustrations with myself again and again.
I still want to continue making things. I just have to deal with my frustrations with myself again and again.
October 7, 2025 at 4:12 PM
I guess my anxiety got me real bad a few months ago that I'm mostly a lurker now. I know it's irrational of me but it's still there.
I still want to continue making things. I just have to deal with my frustrations with myself again and again.
I still want to continue making things. I just have to deal with my frustrations with myself again and again.
I should really use a timer on myself when playing games or I'm not gonna have a lot of time to draw.
Case in point, me getting back to Stardew Valley and playing the Expanded mod got me too invested. Meanwhile, my rough sketches are just stockpiling and not being finished.
Case in point, me getting back to Stardew Valley and playing the Expanded mod got me too invested. Meanwhile, my rough sketches are just stockpiling and not being finished.
October 2, 2025 at 9:33 PM
I should really use a timer on myself when playing games or I'm not gonna have a lot of time to draw.
Case in point, me getting back to Stardew Valley and playing the Expanded mod got me too invested. Meanwhile, my rough sketches are just stockpiling and not being finished.
Case in point, me getting back to Stardew Valley and playing the Expanded mod got me too invested. Meanwhile, my rough sketches are just stockpiling and not being finished.
It will all kick in again once I'm all alone in the middle of the night.
I can't even process my emotions right now, let alone words.
I can't even process my emotions right now, let alone words.
August 28, 2025 at 3:34 PM
It will all kick in again once I'm all alone in the middle of the night.
I can't even process my emotions right now, let alone words.
I can't even process my emotions right now, let alone words.
To be honest with myself, I haven't really recovered much yet from 🐏. With 👻, I kept my emotions bottled up until it was the goodbyes. My eyes tearing up while painstakingly knowing there's another farewell soon.
August 16, 2025 at 6:30 PM
To be honest with myself, I haven't really recovered much yet from 🐏. With 👻, I kept my emotions bottled up until it was the goodbyes. My eyes tearing up while painstakingly knowing there's another farewell soon.
August 16, 2025 at 4:51 PM
It's just tiring and heartbreaking...
August 13, 2025 at 9:35 AM
It's just tiring and heartbreaking...
I was never good at handling goodbyes and I don't think I'll ever be.
August 1, 2025 at 4:31 AM
I was never good at handling goodbyes and I don't think I'll ever be.
I'm lost for words.
My songbird oshi sang for an upcoming mobile game from my most favorite franchise. I already planned to play when it comes up, this just further solidifies that plan.
I have to do some cleaning up in my phone for a bit more storage though.
My songbird oshi sang for an upcoming mobile game from my most favorite franchise. I already planned to play when it comes up, this just further solidifies that plan.
I have to do some cleaning up in my phone for a bit more storage though.
July 3, 2025 at 5:23 AM
I'm lost for words.
My songbird oshi sang for an upcoming mobile game from my most favorite franchise. I already planned to play when it comes up, this just further solidifies that plan.
I have to do some cleaning up in my phone for a bit more storage though.
My songbird oshi sang for an upcoming mobile game from my most favorite franchise. I already planned to play when it comes up, this just further solidifies that plan.
I have to do some cleaning up in my phone for a bit more storage though.
I'm not gonna lie.
This made me smile hard when I saw 👼used this as a membie thumbnail. It kept my mood up during my shift.
Never in my life have I ever truly believed on any of my oshis using any fanart I draw. It's such a great honor.
This made me smile hard when I saw 👼used this as a membie thumbnail. It kept my mood up during my shift.
Never in my life have I ever truly believed on any of my oshis using any fanart I draw. It's such a great honor.
June 30, 2025 at 12:37 PM
I'm not gonna lie.
This made me smile hard when I saw 👼used this as a membie thumbnail. It kept my mood up during my shift.
Never in my life have I ever truly believed on any of my oshis using any fanart I draw. It's such a great honor.
This made me smile hard when I saw 👼used this as a membie thumbnail. It kept my mood up during my shift.
Never in my life have I ever truly believed on any of my oshis using any fanart I draw. It's such a great honor.
June 3, 2025 at 7:08 AM
So I moved.
It's the big change that happened to me recently. I lived in the prev place for almost a decade, was just 18 back then and it was good enough until it wasn't anymore.
Still taking it all in and recovering from carrying stuff up and down flights of stairs, both the old and new place.
It's the big change that happened to me recently. I lived in the prev place for almost a decade, was just 18 back then and it was good enough until it wasn't anymore.
Still taking it all in and recovering from carrying stuff up and down flights of stairs, both the old and new place.
May 30, 2025 at 12:43 PM
So I moved.
It's the big change that happened to me recently. I lived in the prev place for almost a decade, was just 18 back then and it was good enough until it wasn't anymore.
Still taking it all in and recovering from carrying stuff up and down flights of stairs, both the old and new place.
It's the big change that happened to me recently. I lived in the prev place for almost a decade, was just 18 back then and it was good enough until it wasn't anymore.
Still taking it all in and recovering from carrying stuff up and down flights of stairs, both the old and new place.
Almost there. My body hurts all over, especially my legs. But it's all worth it.
May 25, 2025 at 9:18 AM
Almost there. My body hurts all over, especially my legs. But it's all worth it.
I wanted to post something for my birthday today. I just drew something silly, the usual...
But I don't think today's the right time for it anymore.
I'll share it in the future instead. Still not good with handling my emotions so I'll just focus on the things I can.
But I don't think today's the right time for it anymore.
I'll share it in the future instead. Still not good with handling my emotions so I'll just focus on the things I can.
May 22, 2025 at 11:50 AM
I wanted to post something for my birthday today. I just drew something silly, the usual...
But I don't think today's the right time for it anymore.
I'll share it in the future instead. Still not good with handling my emotions so I'll just focus on the things I can.
But I don't think today's the right time for it anymore.
I'll share it in the future instead. Still not good with handling my emotions so I'll just focus on the things I can.