I'm not sure a book could block out everything right now...

brothers are right... And father. Maybe if I gave into the side of me I keep fighting - I won't be so... 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘬."

The 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨... And I'm still just as week as I was as a teenager. What's the fucking point? It's disgusting. I'm better than this. And yet -"

With a sigh of defeat she leaned against the brick surrounding the window to the safehouse, sitting her head against it with eyes falling shut. "Maybe my ~

darkened streets of Blühaven. "You're nervous about it. I can feel it. Just like I felt the last bit of hope Gar had breaking when I went through my portal... Dick's pity."

Closing her eyes on the painful memories, her fingers tightened against her upper arms. "All that work... All the meditation.~

keep herself held together. Not that her arms could contain the demonic form of herself. As it was the violet ends of her hair were slowly being overtaken by ebony signifying the loss in balance she was experiencing.

A few steps toward the window and violet hues lifted to look out at the ~

what little I used it to clean that glass up. I can feel it trying to take back over. Like whatever Spectre did chipped the prison and the darkness is seeping out..."

The pain in her voice was raw, she was vulnerable. Moving to a stand, her arms wrapped around her chest in a feeble attempt to ~

few emotions leaving a sour taste on her tongue. Shame creeped across defined features, and she turned her head away from Jason. The earlier attempt at mockery was buried beneath the guilt now.

"I could have healed it... If - I'm not sure what they done to me. I can't control 𝘪𝘵 right now. Even ~

"Maybe Tim..." She allowed in a distracted tone, inspecting the bandaged wound with a delicate fingertip tracing along the edge of the bandaging.

There wasn't much on her mind in the moment of the way of good. The last few hours were replaying in the back of her head with echoes of Terra's last ~

his knee. "What if I go with you? It'll take half the time, and you won't be worrying about Dick missing something in your area if he covers."

than Beast Boy." The tongue lapping out at me had me turning my head to the side with a short laugh.

Moving to place her back down, my arms crossed back at my chest as I stood up again. "I might... hang around. A-at least till I find a place. If you're sure it won't be an issue."