My goal would be to be more selfish

Don't have to think about others well being and just enjoy myself

Just me myself and I

One of my goals this year is to take a solo trip to Lobdon

Who's gonna care enough to think about me anyways?
Even exhausted I think about others happiness above mine

I'm emotionally frustrated and mentally exhausted to be the one who has to think bout everybody and everything

I feel a bit hopeless and tortured by those feelings

Who's gonna care anyways

I can't even vent about it

And at the end I can only blame myself for putting too much expectations in all those relationships

I invest myself too much and I have high expectations about my friendships that they don't have

Le début et fin d'année sont les moments où je réalise que finalement mon degré d'investissement dans mes relations humaines est beaucoup trop important par rapport à l'investissement des autres dans ces dites relations