hey there mr. tride

this is a saner community, sad that it isn't as active though

it ended like shit but that's a story for another time. it for sure was beautiful while it lasted though

would do this but I absolutely suck at Counter Strike and my field of study is just not that interesting or at least not something that I'd talk about with someone

oh this was my and my ex partner, we lived in the same housing project since we were kids but I never met her until I finished HS, we were a good 9 years together :)

I'm too respectful of boundaries to break into someone's DMs to be honest lmao

-to my study, leaving me entirely on my own which makes things more difficult and my horrible levels of frustration make me regress even further. It's a loop that has straight up made impossible for me to function and I don't know what to even do to stop it

Without someone to rely on I've fallen into a loop of crippling frustration and angst that has made sorting out my life a nightmarish experience. I feel Iike I've socially and mentally regressed decades as I've become more and more nonverbal, to the point that I've cut the only social node I had-

hades enjoyers I see!

I'm p new to Hades, my best run is 12 heat under 20 minutes and it costed me 25h to get there, nice to see people on it!

I became too annoyed at vanguard and the shit maps to care so I uninstalled Valorant, I went back to CS

problem exists 40 cm away from the keyboard

I made all the money I needed for my gaming laptop and my pen display off commissions drawn on my phone with the little stylus, it has served me faithfully the entire time

aiming for a S22 Ultra to replace it since I switched to Galaxy Buds anyway, though I will miss plugging my Sennheisers in lmao