Change is unsettling, yes

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If they somehow find this thread: Sorry if the brainrot was too intense. I sometimes misread other people's enthusiasm levels when I don't know them that well; sorry if you google'd my Discord username and my ao3 came up and you saw something objectionable, I don't know if you're a shipper😅

Ok to be fair they did say they are very deep into fandom culture but I know even that has degrees. Who knows.

Of course, this is just one of many graduate degrees, and all a future employer cares about is that I have a graduate degree, so it's not as if I'm stuck on the trajectory of management forever. But I still question if I made the right choice. I feel trapped right now. It sucks.

I feel demoralized at work. Between the chaos, office politics, stress, and uncertainty, I find myself questioning what it's all for. Is this really where I want to be? It's hard to feel optimistic when the 2nd candidate for the job I'm recruiting for no-showed to their interview. I hate management.

I feel like I'm burdening my friends if I vent for more than a few responses. I end up feeling guilty for 'dumping'. I don't want to dominate the conversation.

It's getting to the point where I just feel like withdrawing from my social circles

Thank you dear 💓

The meeting went better than I expected. I think I handled myself better than he did.