I think I just gotta work on making straighter lines and a little on making a better M lol

Ended up having a class with the same fellow again

reconciliation, trust, or more would require a lot of work... Truthfully, I realize now that my mind never processed our talk in late November, so-- January was immeasurably difficult. But also, I just wanna let you know if you read this, that I don't hate you. csk

A few will grow back but they'll get rid of those during my next sesh for the mustache ✨💜

Some might grow back but that's something that can be removed in 5 minutes when they do my mustache next session

Anyway, my willingness to start anew there was prolly bc of not having strong foundations yet here for myself. Kinda like a nomad. But I just would've built those foundations there and discovered myself for myself as part of my self discovery journey there anyway.

matches my appearance, & a lot more motivation for goals now that I don't feel as inexplicably depressed. I did do stuff before, but now I from little to progressively more do a lot more for myself now that I'm truly me. Every progress toward a goal as a man, felt slow and forced. Life was a prison.

Okay I was kinda harsh on myself here. I do have a life, just not one with strong foundations yet. I dealt with a lot of insecurity, lack of willingness to take care of myself, and lostness in life before I fixed my gender dysphoria. It sucks but I've been discovering myself a lot now that my gender