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· Apr 9
Я больше не чувствую себя особенным.
for the most part, I don't understand what I'm doing wrong.
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August 8, 2025 at 6:52 PM
for the most part, I don't understand what I'm doing wrong.
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one day, I'll just delete my social networks, breaking off communication with everyone, and I'll probably do it before I die, in 3 years.
At 25, I was planning to kill myself.
At 25, I was planning to kill myself.
July 11, 2025 at 2:34 PM
one day, I'll just delete my social networks, breaking off communication with everyone, and I'll probably do it before I die, in 3 years.
At 25, I was planning to kill myself.
At 25, I was planning to kill myself.
I'm terribly torn by your last words at that time, so that I would let you go, stop clinging. And then you come and tell me that everything is not so bad, and you give me hope.
I do not know how to describe it.
: о[
I do not know how to describe it.
: о[
July 11, 2025 at 2:33 PM
I'm terribly torn by your last words at that time, so that I would let you go, stop clinging. And then you come and tell me that everything is not so bad, and you give me hope.
I do not know how to describe it.
: о[
I do not know how to describe it.
: о[
It's interesting that you came to me right away, as your one-time meetings became uninteresting.
What did you say? "a trusted person is better than one-time acquaintances."
well, yeah, Sure.
What did you say? "a trusted person is better than one-time acquaintances."
well, yeah, Sure.
July 11, 2025 at 2:31 PM
It's interesting that you came to me right away, as your one-time meetings became uninteresting.
What did you say? "a trusted person is better than one-time acquaintances."
well, yeah, Sure.
What did you say? "a trusted person is better than one-time acquaintances."
well, yeah, Sure.
I feel terribly strange. I'm so afraid to write to him because every time I get answers that indirectly mean "fuck off"
hurtful. :о[
hurtful. :о[
July 11, 2025 at 2:27 PM
I feel terribly strange. I'm so afraid to write to him because every time I get answers that indirectly mean "fuck off"
hurtful. :о[
hurtful. :о[
Today I dreamed that I was trying to rip open my stomach again in a panic attack.
June 24, 2025 at 7:42 AM
Today I dreamed that I was trying to rip open my stomach again in a panic attack.
Если у меня когда-нибудь будет сын, я назову его Саша, но никогда не расскажу ему почему.
June 15, 2025 at 1:31 AM
Если у меня когда-нибудь будет сын, я назову его Саша, но никогда не расскажу ему почему.
After I stopped talking, he forgot absolutely everything about me, it was unpleasant.
June 11, 2025 at 7:29 PM
After I stopped talking, he forgot absolutely everything about me, it was unpleasant.
June 6, 2025 at 10:39 AM
4 hours of talking to him on the phone, I fell myself better.
strange.
strange.
June 4, 2025 at 8:50 AM
4 hours of talking to him on the phone, I fell myself better.
strange.
strange.
Никогда не умел прощать людей и никогда не понимал как они так просто просят прощения, за то, что сделали, несмотря на тяжесть совершенного.
June 3, 2025 at 12:25 PM
Никогда не умел прощать людей и никогда не понимал как они так просто просят прощения, за то, что сделали, несмотря на тяжесть совершенного.
Хрупкий, очень хрупкий.
Недавно случайно наткнулся на его соцсети, было интересно посмотреть за развитием его творчества, но осадок на душе остался.
#art
Недавно случайно наткнулся на его соцсети, было интересно посмотреть за развитием его творчества, но осадок на душе остался.
#art
June 3, 2025 at 12:00 PM
Хрупкий, очень хрупкий.
Недавно случайно наткнулся на его соцсети, было интересно посмотреть за развитием его творчества, но осадок на душе остался.
#art
Недавно случайно наткнулся на его соцсети, было интересно посмотреть за развитием его творчества, но осадок на душе остался.
#art
June 2, 2025 at 12:06 PM
I feel like I have cancer.
May 28, 2025 at 8:52 AM
I feel like I have cancer.
Последнюю неделю слишком часто думаю о суицидие, навязчивая мысль так и грызет мою голову день изо дня, надеюсь это пройдет.
May 26, 2025 at 9:57 AM
Последнюю неделю слишком часто думаю о суицидие, навязчивая мысль так и грызет мою голову день изо дня, надеюсь это пройдет.
Много работы было, иногда забываю что у меня есть этот аккаунт в качестве личного дневника, удобно на самом деле.
May 25, 2025 at 11:53 AM
Много работы было, иногда забываю что у меня есть этот аккаунт в качестве личного дневника, удобно на самом деле.
May 25, 2025 at 11:52 AM
May 25, 2025 at 11:50 AM
For the most part, I feel emotionally drained right now, completely. It's even difficult for me to get up and go to work, let alone see a doctor. I don't know how it's going to turn out, but I hope I just get over it or not. BTW, I'm not going to live to be 25.
May 13, 2025 at 12:29 PM
For the most part, I feel emotionally drained right now, completely. It's even difficult for me to get up and go to work, let alone see a doctor. I don't know how it's going to turn out, but I hope I just get over it or not. BTW, I'm not going to live to be 25.
I regret that I even replied to your message one day.
May 13, 2025 at 12:18 PM
I regret that I even replied to your message one day.
