if u read this im sorry for wasting your time i needed to scream into the either u can now move on with your day having gained nothing this entire rant will make no difference and effect nobody sorry

im so fucking sick of never feeling like it gets better in my heart of heart's i know it doesn't i know im lying to myself im not worth anyone's time hence why nobody will read this i was never worth it and im running out of dilutions to tell myself otherwise im so fucking tired i just can't

evre time i try to think positive or be happy im reminded of how fucking lonely i am evre time i try to work myself into a schedule and go im auto pilot i melt down im sick of telling people im ok im sick of feeling like everyone around me is better if im gone i know nobody cares im not worth it

i dont believe in animals milk comes from the trees