So much that sometimes I'm not sure if what I feel/think is real, or just part of a performance that I forgot to stop playing. That feeling can be quite disorienting and/or trigger some kind of dissociation, I'd say.

I'm not sure that's similar to what you are experiencing, butI think I relate?
My close ones are very important to me, I love them very much, and love spending time with them. But showing it doesn't come naturally, it often feels like I must perform the relationships, as if I was an actor in a play.

The things keep the madness in check and fill me with warmth and giggles

Okay er I don't feel legitimate, I don't post much and mostly silly stuff and imposter syndrom probably hits hard BUT HERE IT IS AAAAAA
t.me/vitalmonster

2 is a perfect goober and thus wins my heart.
But! 3 would be where I put my money, if for anything, because it looks way more stable than 2~

Lovely! That's a slick looking prosthetic too, and the detail of the scribbled toes and claws killed me, so precious ♥

Well that's a risky move from them... If you were to make a complaint saying you never received the parcel, they'd be cooked.
(I'm not suggesting doing, that's an even shittier move as it could threaten their livelihood, depending on job security where you live)

I hope your parcel isn't damaged ;A;

Dimitri, why, pray tell, did I NOT receive a notification for this message?? ònó