forgot seymour cassel was in convoy

not trying to be glum abt this by the way ive worked w the public enough where just moving industries will be enough and i won't sniff at it. im just wigged out by some people saying bootcamp grads are oversaturated now

starting a programming course at the end of august which MIGHT do the necessary thing of getting me away from customers eventually but doesn't solve the overall tension i think. idk

in an ideal world i'd be retraining as a plumber or something. something people always need regardless of trends and i can actually like, see an outcome for my work. providing an actual service instead of struggling through customer service. death

would if i could

get a bunch of deadbeat men and leave them out there with period-appropriate medicine. the smallpox house is funded by georgia-pacific and contributions from viewers like you