Uttarabhadrapada then realize they have to find it and they do sometimes they are scared with what they might find

Both ubp and bharani have one similar keyword
restraint/s. With ubp they learn the value of restraining themselves their true identities to the point of it getting lost with bharani they have to learn restraint

Saturn with Rahu often struggles a lot because they feel like there is a sort of duty that they have to people, whether that is true or not, and they can often have a lot of hardship and struggle in life because they do so much without expecting anything back