— of the government in their lives + how that'd play into their belief systems and change how they participate in the system. complicated but i adore exploring stuff like this so much.

longest slow burn węskennedy as well it's like on part 5 for us and only now have i had al make any moves. it's been so worth it tho because i wanted to make it feel organic and natural to the characters and their moral compasses. such as questioning the bonds, where morals lie and the influence

this illustrates his complex relationship with his fixation and work so beautifully, i like the choice you made to use the darker, green hands verses the anatomical study illuminating his face in particular to highlight this.

very much appreciated for all your work. o(>ω<)o

once again, thank you very much for this and your active communication!

i went on a little yap on my locked twit; i really appreciate that you used hands as the main focus as it's a huge part of his story to do with his disconnect from others, guilt and further self control.

i 'hate' that my hobbies and income are tied to graphics etc when currently graphics in games have been so buggy lately with so many issues. nothing feels optimized and on god i remember the dx12 hell apex tried to pull.

i love seeing chunky grey squares on my drawing program when im colouring in... mmnyes....
tho i technically dont 'need' a good driver, i know that scrubby zoom etc are tied to it so it busting the entire thing then corrupting on both revert and reinstall is crazy.

I don't care for official diagnosis per say I just want to know how to get better. anything to aid me just... moving on from my trauma and finding myself again. I've come REALLY FAR on my own since 2015 but I acknowledge where my limit is

Everything I assumed though is the case, only jumpscare as the cptsd which my brother warned me I'm likely to have ptsd or cptsd in some way before hand. But it's very likely I have ocd and he asked if ive ever been screened for autism too :') WHICH NO. again but. I did push my szpd.

therapist looked me in the eyes and asked if ive had an ND screening ever and then looked into the void when I explained that's what I wanted but they filtered me into CBT without me knowing wtf the issues even were. God I love NHS England /s