✨🩸🪻Violet🪻🩸✨
@violeteternalnight.bsky.social
Miserable 26 year old binge eater trying to get skinny, also very obsessed w/ vampires, mysticism, horror & rock music
5’8” hw: 275.4 lb cw: 230s lb ugw: 110 lb
she/her & terminally bisexual
*DNI if you’re not EDbsky*
5’8” hw: 275.4 lb cw: 230s lb ugw: 110 lb
she/her & terminally bisexual
*DNI if you’re not EDbsky*
@pennylaneisdead.bsky.social omg hi I just saw that you followed me & I wasn’t following you back! We’re moots on the *other* site 😅
November 22, 2025 at 7:17 PM
@pennylaneisdead.bsky.social omg hi I just saw that you followed me & I wasn’t following you back! We’re moots on the *other* site 😅
How do I find more edbsky moots?
September 14, 2025 at 10:02 PM
How do I find more edbsky moots?
I’ve also been gaining & losing & gaining the same few lbs & I’m just…really powerless feeling
September 14, 2025 at 10:01 PM
I’ve also been gaining & losing & gaining the same few lbs & I’m just…really powerless feeling
Update: I sorted out the shit that was making me so upset & guilty. I had a rough breakup, it was my fault & I wanted him back & was losing my mind. Then I got lonely & started looking for someone new & that’s what made me feel guilty. Then I found out this ex was a f**der lmao & the guilt melted
I’ve been super sad then super guilty/anxious & also super sad & it’s really helped me lose weight lol. The sadness alone was making me binge though even though it made me feel sick in the mornings. Now the guilt & anxiety is lifting & I’m still making a big effort to keep up the good work (it was
September 14, 2025 at 9:58 PM
Update: I sorted out the shit that was making me so upset & guilty. I had a rough breakup, it was my fault & I wanted him back & was losing my mind. Then I got lonely & started looking for someone new & that’s what made me feel guilty. Then I found out this ex was a f**der lmao & the guilt melted
I’ve been super sad then super guilty/anxious & also super sad & it’s really helped me lose weight lol. The sadness alone was making me binge though even though it made me feel sick in the mornings. Now the guilt & anxiety is lifting & I’m still making a big effort to keep up the good work (it was
June 3, 2025 at 6:15 PM
I’ve been super sad then super guilty/anxious & also super sad & it’s really helped me lose weight lol. The sadness alone was making me binge though even though it made me feel sick in the mornings. Now the guilt & anxiety is lifting & I’m still making a big effort to keep up the good work (it was
I’m 230 today, this is progress, I know it’s a low bar but I haven’t been out of the 230’s in years (not counting when it was due to muscle loss lol)
June 3, 2025 at 6:10 PM
I’m 230 today, this is progress, I know it’s a low bar but I haven’t been out of the 230’s in years (not counting when it was due to muscle loss lol)
My life is really shitty right now, I don’t how to even start to explain
April 29, 2025 at 4:18 AM
My life is really shitty right now, I don’t how to even start to explain
Going insane going insane going insane!!!! I’m so obsessed with what my body composition is & the fact that I can’t know & if I gain I’m upset even though I know some is muscle from being more active now, but I’m sure it’s mostly fat! I hate this shit, I’m exhausted
March 4, 2025 at 7:24 PM
Going insane going insane going insane!!!! I’m so obsessed with what my body composition is & the fact that I can’t know & if I gain I’m upset even though I know some is muscle from being more active now, but I’m sure it’s mostly fat! I hate this shit, I’m exhausted
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We're at $144/$431! Please keep sharing and liking, I'm so thankful for any & all help. 🖤 We're come so far & my dental work is ALMOST FINISHED! only 2 fillings left!!!!
February 12, 2025 at 3:14 AM
We're at $144/$431! Please keep sharing and liking, I'm so thankful for any & all help. 🖤 We're come so far & my dental work is ALMOST FINISHED! only 2 fillings left!!!!
I just needed to share my N*nja Cr*ami creations here, I have been so obsessed with this lmao (pic 1. is matcha, pic 2. is chocolate orange, not pictured is lemon blackberry)
February 2, 2025 at 9:50 AM
I just needed to share my N*nja Cr*ami creations here, I have been so obsessed with this lmao (pic 1. is matcha, pic 2. is chocolate orange, not pictured is lemon blackberry)
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Thank you again Joseph! We're at $120/$431! Please keep sharing and liking, I'm so thankful for any & all help!
January 14, 2025 at 3:19 AM
Thank you again Joseph! We're at $120/$431! Please keep sharing and liking, I'm so thankful for any & all help!
I don’t care about Tik Tok being banned on a personal level because I deleted it already & found it to be a major brain rotting time suck. But I do not like that our country can ban a harmless website/app, that’s scary. It’s so ironic & ridiculous to me that our government is so obsessed with
January 19, 2025 at 7:04 AM
I don’t care about Tik Tok being banned on a personal level because I deleted it already & found it to be a major brain rotting time suck. But I do not like that our country can ban a harmless website/app, that’s scary. It’s so ironic & ridiculous to me that our government is so obsessed with
I ate an entire Tony’s chocolate bar & it was delicious as always but I know it was a dumb idea. It’s been a while since I’ve eaten that much chocolate at once, I’m basically asking to feel sick later & also to make myself even fatter 😵💫
January 19, 2025 at 7:00 AM
I ate an entire Tony’s chocolate bar & it was delicious as always but I know it was a dumb idea. It’s been a while since I’ve eaten that much chocolate at once, I’m basically asking to feel sick later & also to make myself even fatter 😵💫
If I don’t get my act together this year & “lock in” as the kids say, wtf am I even doing???
January 8, 2025 at 6:03 AM
If I don’t get my act together this year & “lock in” as the kids say, wtf am I even doing???
I’m back from the hospital & rehab hospital & things still suck but I’m a lot better. But I can’t weigh myself or take my Mounjaro, can’t cook for myself, it’s bad 😫
December 28, 2024 at 11:32 PM
I’m back from the hospital & rehab hospital & things still suck but I’m a lot better. But I can’t weigh myself or take my Mounjaro, can’t cook for myself, it’s bad 😫
@homicidalkgs.bsky.social Hey how are you? I missed you, I’ve been away because I had surgery & have been so loopy lol
December 9, 2024 at 9:54 PM
@homicidalkgs.bsky.social Hey how are you? I missed you, I’ve been away because I had surgery & have been so loopy lol
I’m freaking out wondering how much muscle I’m losing laying here in this hospital bed & how FAT I’m going to get. I’m still off of my Mounjaro & I think it’s going to be quiete a while before I can start it again, I can’t even get out of bed to use the bathroom atm lol
December 9, 2024 at 9:53 PM
I’m freaking out wondering how much muscle I’m losing laying here in this hospital bed & how FAT I’m going to get. I’m still off of my Mounjaro & I think it’s going to be quiete a while before I can start it again, I can’t even get out of bed to use the bathroom atm lol
Okay I had knee surgery & I’ve been SO out of it from the meds & I had to be hospitalised because of issues, that’s why I’ve not been around on here!
December 9, 2024 at 9:52 PM
Okay I had knee surgery & I’ve been SO out of it from the meds & I had to be hospitalised because of issues, that’s why I’ve not been around on here!
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Thank you so much for the $20, Rebeka! We're at $246/$510 OMFG!!!
please keep sharing & rting, I appreciate the interaction even if you can't donate!
please keep sharing & rting, I appreciate the interaction even if you can't donate!
Disabled nonbinary person requesting help towards my dental. I need to raise $510 to cover my fillings & a second cleaning. Anything at all helps. I'm sorry I have to ask for help.
Receipts in thread!
$181/510 !
Cashapp: $duvaldeviant
PayPal.me/904deviant
Receipts in thread!
$181/510 !
Cashapp: $duvaldeviant
PayPal.me/904deviant
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November 27, 2024 at 12:55 AM
Thank you so much for the $20, Rebeka! We're at $246/$510 OMFG!!!
please keep sharing & rting, I appreciate the interaction even if you can't donate!
please keep sharing & rting, I appreciate the interaction even if you can't donate!
237 today, okay
240 😑
I am too scared to weigh myself
November 26, 2024 at 11:21 PM
237 today, okay
240 😑
I am too scared to weigh myself
November 26, 2024 at 5:56 AM
240 😑
I am too scared to weigh myself
November 22, 2024 at 2:56 AM
I am too scared to weigh myself
I have been binging like my life depends on it the past 3 days, I’m honestly shocked that I haven’t vomited involuntarily from the amount I’ve eaten considering I am on a glp1 medication. Even worse for me is that it’s now been 1 week since my last dose, today would’ve been a shot day but I have to
November 22, 2024 at 2:54 AM
I have been binging like my life depends on it the past 3 days, I’m honestly shocked that I haven’t vomited involuntarily from the amount I’ve eaten considering I am on a glp1 medication. Even worse for me is that it’s now been 1 week since my last dose, today would’ve been a shot day but I have to
Just over here playing yo-yo with my weight, but I’m glad to have finally cracked the 230s. (This weight I regained & am having to re-lose, I gained back up to 250s this year but am FINALLY in the 230s again. Hw was in 270s, haven’t been there in 2 years though thankfully)
November 17, 2024 at 2:09 AM
Just over here playing yo-yo with my weight, but I’m glad to have finally cracked the 230s. (This weight I regained & am having to re-lose, I gained back up to 250s this year but am FINALLY in the 230s again. Hw was in 270s, haven’t been there in 2 years though thankfully)