i was going to see if people from group 2 unfriended me on discord like theyve unfollowed me every where else. they havent and i can confirm i was replaced in group 2 by their mutual friends

just lost an hour to lookign at hair removal stuff

i miss having friends I could do things with

love is a bit much to want if i can't even have friends who don't hate me though

im gonna die before a girl kisses me

i feel like I'll die completely unloved and alone

"you'll find someone eventually" yeah i hope . I'd rather kill myself than be told that again though .

yearning fucking sucks assssss

it's partially because i associate the word love with the ideas of affection and romantic love which i recieve very little of and have bad experiences with & partially because people tend to just not like being my friend anyway so even love as a friend doesn't exist a lot