Survived yet another storm.. Thank heavens. Hope no more.

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Stormy mode..

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Damn this is horrendous.
Hope it'll weaken already as the storm approaches our current location.

Will be experiencing stormy day once again today. Last time was already horrendous and this one seems a lot stronger. 😭 Hope everything will be fine.🙏 Current life events for me aren't too nice, I don't know what's the silver lining of this one but I'm doing what I can to survive each life crisis.

A fallen angel? 🪽💀🪽
It's you. The first scream to be engraved on my triumphal arch. - White
#신의탑 #TowerOfGod #神之塔 #TOGNW

Hope things will get better soon...

Apologies that I'm not updating my fanfics and not creating artwork as much lately. I've been battling my depression for a few months now as the recent turn of events happening and I am actually about to work on it again but the ongoing weather/storm situation in my country isn't helping. *sigh*

2 new chapters of my fanfic are finally done writing and finalising. Now... Just time to illustrate a highlight cover to get these out...

I feel so down and terrible about myself lately and even more so today. Maybe it's time I take a break and go on hiatus again... Idk what to do anymore. I feel like crap.

My late night thoughts are the real nightmares

I keep on trying to improve but nothing seems right. I feel so lost...

I'm feeling discouraged. Why do people not like my art? I keep wondering. What am I lacking? Is it really average? What am I missing? Is it really that bad?

I look upwards towards an ever longing sky. Wondering for the heavens, or what be it beyond my gaze that perhaps controls this existence. I ask of it to declare to me what I did to deserve such a painful living. But to no avail, as the only answer I received is the howling winds.

Another lonely darkness without a soul to exist beside me. another dreadfully slow descent into madness.

Another depressing day.

You don’t realise how lonely you are until it’s the end of the day and you have a lot of things in your head that you want to talk about but no one to tell them to.

Feeling lost and alone. Not knowing what to do sucks.

Exhausted of life. More often, I do wonder what am I still doing here?