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This is quite literally my digital diary where I share my thoughts- mostly vent. Why are you interested? I guess I don't mind because I'm anonymous. You don't know me. 😭😭😭😭😭
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· Sep 20
Since no one follows me, I will put my random thoughts here instead of the 800+ I have put in my Notes App
i chose my school's senior year spring talent show ( was part of the planning committee) theme "songs from musicals or film so I could play Green Day. We were 4 members and we each would choose one song. singer told me she wont do my song last minute so I quit and they were without a lead guitarist
January 29, 2026 at 1:49 AM
i chose my school's senior year spring talent show ( was part of the planning committee) theme "songs from musicals or film so I could play Green Day. We were 4 members and we each would choose one song. singer told me she wont do my song last minute so I quit and they were without a lead guitarist
I set my status as “I miss you” and he plays one song called “U weren’t here I really miss you” where the lyrics are “I’ve been waiting for so long. I can’t wait anymore”
Does this mean we our relationship is just done? We are fading?
Does this mean we our relationship is just done? We are fading?
January 24, 2026 at 7:00 PM
I set my status as “I miss you” and he plays one song called “U weren’t here I really miss you” where the lyrics are “I’ve been waiting for so long. I can’t wait anymore”
Does this mean we our relationship is just done? We are fading?
Does this mean we our relationship is just done? We are fading?
I spelled "hobbies" as "Hobbys" and someone pointed it out and I rolled my eyes because I was thinking in German 😭
January 21, 2026 at 3:48 PM
I spelled "hobbies" as "Hobbys" and someone pointed it out and I rolled my eyes because I was thinking in German 😭
Growing up, my parents shouted quite often at night and then the next day would play pretend and act like it never happened. I fantasized about running away and I cringe now… but the song I would listen to obsessively was “Someone Else’s Skin” from Catch Me If You Can musical
January 17, 2026 at 6:17 AM
Growing up, my parents shouted quite often at night and then the next day would play pretend and act like it never happened. I fantasized about running away and I cringe now… but the song I would listen to obsessively was “Someone Else’s Skin” from Catch Me If You Can musical
I bought a book about the Cold War and my sister is so uneducated sometimes istg…
She said “you bought a N@z! Book. Why would you read that?”
Dumb comment 🙄
You should educate yourself on basic history. YOU HAVE the resources to learn. If you would actually educate yourself smh
She said “you bought a N@z! Book. Why would you read that?”
Dumb comment 🙄
You should educate yourself on basic history. YOU HAVE the resources to learn. If you would actually educate yourself smh
January 14, 2026 at 3:42 PM
I bought a book about the Cold War and my sister is so uneducated sometimes istg…
She said “you bought a N@z! Book. Why would you read that?”
Dumb comment 🙄
You should educate yourself on basic history. YOU HAVE the resources to learn. If you would actually educate yourself smh
She said “you bought a N@z! Book. Why would you read that?”
Dumb comment 🙄
You should educate yourself on basic history. YOU HAVE the resources to learn. If you would actually educate yourself smh
My mom yelled at me when buying tickets to see a local musical I really wanted to see. She said it was too expensive. $400 for four. This was what I asked for my 20th birthday. The only thing. Yet she spent over $3,000 on a concert trip for my sister a year ago not even for a birthday.
January 11, 2026 at 9:39 PM
My mom yelled at me when buying tickets to see a local musical I really wanted to see. She said it was too expensive. $400 for four. This was what I asked for my 20th birthday. The only thing. Yet she spent over $3,000 on a concert trip for my sister a year ago not even for a birthday.
I bought some cheap lint roller and couldn’t get the old sheet ripped off so I took my scissors and thought I’d use it like a knife to cut at the edge but I end up cutting the top of my finger all across. Smh
January 3, 2026 at 5:59 AM
I bought some cheap lint roller and couldn’t get the old sheet ripped off so I took my scissors and thought I’d use it like a knife to cut at the edge but I end up cutting the top of my finger all across. Smh
I cried at the Stranger Things finale. Not for the plot as I lost interest after Season 2 but rather because I am the same age as the characters. I grew up with them. They were part of my childhood. It’s like reminding me that I grew up and I can’t go back to the late 2010s summers
January 2, 2026 at 5:55 AM
I cried at the Stranger Things finale. Not for the plot as I lost interest after Season 2 but rather because I am the same age as the characters. I grew up with them. They were part of my childhood. It’s like reminding me that I grew up and I can’t go back to the late 2010s summers
I just mentioned the tragic fire in the Swiss resort and my sister replies “eat the rich”
Crazy. She’s always feeling no sympathy ever. Keep an eye on her.
Crazy. She’s always feeling no sympathy ever. Keep an eye on her.
January 1, 2026 at 6:06 PM
I just mentioned the tragic fire in the Swiss resort and my sister replies “eat the rich”
Crazy. She’s always feeling no sympathy ever. Keep an eye on her.
Crazy. She’s always feeling no sympathy ever. Keep an eye on her.
Literally, my sister will shit on EVERY FUCKING SONG I ever share I listen to. EVERY ARTIST. Even if she has never listened. I get she’s my sibling, but it gets to a point where this has been happening like like 8 years.
January 1, 2026 at 2:19 AM
Literally, my sister will shit on EVERY FUCKING SONG I ever share I listen to. EVERY ARTIST. Even if she has never listened. I get she’s my sibling, but it gets to a point where this has been happening like like 8 years.
When my mom spends thousands of dollars and flies to a different country because my sister begged to see an artist she likes but when I ask to go to a concert 20 minutes away from my house and my mom says I don’t love the artist enough and rock music is “dangerous.” Like she gets to tell me
January 1, 2026 at 2:16 AM
When my mom spends thousands of dollars and flies to a different country because my sister begged to see an artist she likes but when I ask to go to a concert 20 minutes away from my house and my mom says I don’t love the artist enough and rock music is “dangerous.” Like she gets to tell me
Tonight on PBS Great Performances is the 80th Anniversary of Rodgers and Hammerstein’s. It’s a re-run but I still wanted to watch for Aaron Tveit. My sister threw a fit because god forbid she watches what I want. Brat tells mom she hates it and wants to watch Taylor Swift. My mom agreed. Shame.
January 1, 2026 at 2:11 AM
Tonight on PBS Great Performances is the 80th Anniversary of Rodgers and Hammerstein’s. It’s a re-run but I still wanted to watch for Aaron Tveit. My sister threw a fit because god forbid she watches what I want. Brat tells mom she hates it and wants to watch Taylor Swift. My mom agreed. Shame.
So badly I want to see the Chess Musical in NYC, but most of the dates for my Spring Break are the days that Aaron isn't performing 😥
December 10, 2025 at 12:31 PM
So badly I want to see the Chess Musical in NYC, but most of the dates for my Spring Break are the days that Aaron isn't performing 😥
Oh you know, I have a 90.15% in my class currently, and the final exam today is 26% of my grade. To maintain an A, I must score at least a 90% on the exam... No pressure at all
December 10, 2025 at 12:30 PM
Oh you know, I have a 90.15% in my class currently, and the final exam today is 26% of my grade. To maintain an A, I must score at least a 90% on the exam... No pressure at all
When I heard that in the Chess Revival one of Freddie's demands for the match is to get a less shiny chess board, that's exactly what I was saying to my family the other day because I bought a cheap board that had too much glare. I empathize with Freddie because you really can't focus with the glare
December 4, 2025 at 7:08 PM
When I heard that in the Chess Revival one of Freddie's demands for the match is to get a less shiny chess board, that's exactly what I was saying to my family the other day because I bought a cheap board that had too much glare. I empathize with Freddie because you really can't focus with the glare
As a chronic fanfic writer/reader since I was 11 (I'm now 19), it really is comforting when you find someone who writes EXACTLY how you feel and you thought no one else ever got you, but there's always that fanfic writer out there
December 1, 2025 at 5:26 PM
As a chronic fanfic writer/reader since I was 11 (I'm now 19), it really is comforting when you find someone who writes EXACTLY how you feel and you thought no one else ever got you, but there's always that fanfic writer out there
The End is Beautiful by Jimmy Eat World makes me cry
November 20, 2025 at 10:17 PM
The End is Beautiful by Jimmy Eat World makes me cry
I need to leave before I suffocate in this atmosphere I'm been trapped in
November 20, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I need to leave before I suffocate in this atmosphere I'm been trapped in
I'm 19 now and all my life was given no freedom and had controlling parents. There was no abuse or anything like that at all. Not letting me get a job, car, see certain friends. Forcing me to go to an expensive school on their money and complaining they spend too much on me...
November 20, 2025 at 10:12 PM
I'm 19 now and all my life was given no freedom and had controlling parents. There was no abuse or anything like that at all. Not letting me get a job, car, see certain friends. Forcing me to go to an expensive school on their money and complaining they spend too much on me...
When I was 13, I watched "A Beautiful Mind" and told myself I would study Game Theory because that film changed me so much. Well, 6 years later and I am taking the course. I intend to eventually do an undergraduate thesis on the Nash Equilibrium too.
November 10, 2025 at 2:27 AM
When I was 13, I watched "A Beautiful Mind" and told myself I would study Game Theory because that film changed me so much. Well, 6 years later and I am taking the course. I intend to eventually do an undergraduate thesis on the Nash Equilibrium too.
Still haven't told anyone the real reason I'm studying German is because of my obsession with Spring Awakening and it was insanely influential on 13 year old me when I discovered it while attending a type of school veryyyyyyyy similar to the play/musical.
November 4, 2025 at 1:34 AM
Still haven't told anyone the real reason I'm studying German is because of my obsession with Spring Awakening and it was insanely influential on 13 year old me when I discovered it while attending a type of school veryyyyyyyy similar to the play/musical.
I had an important program I cleared my Saturday for, so I'd have time to watch it, around noon, and my sister tells me: "I'll make sure to plan a big family lunch so you can't watch it"
One of the many things I hate about my sister. We are adults by the way
One of the many things I hate about my sister. We are adults by the way
October 23, 2025 at 1:45 PM
I had an important program I cleared my Saturday for, so I'd have time to watch it, around noon, and my sister tells me: "I'll make sure to plan a big family lunch so you can't watch it"
One of the many things I hate about my sister. We are adults by the way
One of the many things I hate about my sister. We are adults by the way
thinking about if i should order pizza or eat another frozen meal #CollegeLife
October 20, 2025 at 8:19 PM
thinking about if i should order pizza or eat another frozen meal #CollegeLife
this AWS outage is making me crash out
October 20, 2025 at 8:18 PM
this AWS outage is making me crash out
I'm 19 now. Esentially since 14 I refused to read any YA books because I felt like I needed to grow up and read adult books so I missed out on reading a ton of high school stories when it was relevant. I regret this deeply but now it's still not too late and I am catching up on so many good stories
October 16, 2025 at 5:33 PM
I'm 19 now. Esentially since 14 I refused to read any YA books because I felt like I needed to grow up and read adult books so I missed out on reading a ton of high school stories when it was relevant. I regret this deeply but now it's still not too late and I am catching up on so many good stories