As selfish as it would be i think just ending it all is the better choice

And watch me wake up tomorrow acting like everything is ok and pushing this side of me to the back of my mind until i circle back to feeling like this at night

I just want this to stop im tired of feeling like this every day

Im so close to just giving up and not waking up the next day. I have no reason left to live as long as i live where i am right now and even with a fresh start im not sure i can fix everything i did wrong

Im just so fucking alone, I don't think i can take this anymore

Need a crazy dom gf to cut me up (CONSENTUALLY) while she says she loves me

Nothing like almost crying yourself to sleep amarite

Worst part is that i actually have fun and forget about it but the smallest thing that goes wrong sends me spiraling down for a couple minutes and then it's back to normal. The mood swings are starting to make my head hurt

Fuck this depression man, I've been feeling nothing for so long it's actually starting to piss me off

Can my brother PLEEEASE remember that he's not the only one in the house and that having your light on at 4 IN THE FUCKING MORNING can make sleeping impossible? Thank youuuu

Man i just wanna be loved fr idk why this is in my mind so much right now, like, it wasn't like this before

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I'll probably use this account as a place to say whatever random thing i feel like sharing, don't expect much from it